my poems i found
All of these are mine. please ask me if you take any of the. & give me credit.
Sullen Whispers
What might have been?
It cannot be.
Things have gone to hell,
and everyone can see.
Flames flying,
wings burning....
and the ember of a broken soul fades away in the dust...
morning twighlight will not come.
It’s over for the world of plague.
I sit here,
tears burning my face.
I believe every word you ever told me was a lie.
You say you will find me,
10 years later... later... I am still waiting...
how long will you lie before you hurt yourself?
All the lies you told me...
your fantasies of what you wished to become of us.
All lies.
I can sit here and keep pretending nothing is wrong.
I would be lying because something has been wrong.
You lie to me,
and I bet you lie to everyone else too.
You might just be that fucking low.
All the lives you claimed we had been together,
was that all lies?
Did you make this entire up in your sick little head to amuse yourself?
And maybe I am a stupid little girl for believing in your selfish lies.
All of this time, and I should have walked away.
Would my life have been any better?
Would I have someone who loved me right now if I didn't believe in your false words?
Who are you really and why are your doing this to me?
Lying immortal
I see you,
you see me.
I see scars that shouldn't be.
The scars you made,
the hate I bore.
You showed me you were nothing,
but a whore.
Always pretending,
you could never see the light.
But of course,
your actions were never right.
Hurt me,
hurt him,
all in the same way.
You haven't changed since the day we met,
and you are still so horrible today.
Lying to everyone.
You pretend to have everything.
However, you have nothing.
You act like a child and have to depend on everyone else to get what you want.
If it wasn't for the ones who you use,
you would have nothing at all.
You won’t do anything for yourself.
All you are is show.
He gives you this,
he gives you that...
I sit and watch his own stupidity.
Just like everyone else you have ever pretended to love,
he will be just another throw away in time.
All I have to do is watch.
You’re painted on black, glossy tipped wings;
the valecrow straps are coming loose.
More people are beginning to see you’re fake.
Just like fantasy...
immortal, you may forever live,
but you will always leave your scar behind.
Lest you ever forget,
not all these people you thing you are fooling are blind.
Fictional aura,
ingrained to false perfection.
Burnt wings,
hell bound soul,
the queen committed suicide.
All of this because you lied.
Misery gypsy
tired of all the chaos,
tired of all the lies.
Why it is no one
hears my cries.
Long dark hair,
dark blue eyes,
and fiery fingers point to the skies.
Within a twist or reality,
please let this be what is right for me.
Magical embrace, a Childs,
sing for me the malice lullaby.
Lull me to sleep,
a sleep I will not awake from.
Let me out of this misery.
Burn me at the stake and set me free.
All the screaming,
all the fighting,
what has become of us?
Years to fall apart,
2, once were lovers,
now just a distant memory written in the sand.
You scream,
I take the pain,
thus there was nothing to gain.
All fall down;
we try again,
looking for the perfect 10.
Ashes roses,
roses to the grave,
all for the love I gave.
Winter storms.
The cold ice.
Now resurrect me,
from this vice.
Living in torment,
anguish, and suffering,
I call upon my lost love,
help me recreate.
Fire, wind, storms or flames,
drowning souls,
remain again.
Bleeding spirit,
hear my cry,
tell me why I cannot die?
Memories lost,
no love in vain,
fear of all,
and time to catch the train.
Home bound, I am,
to go back to where I once was loved.
Back home to the manor,
going home to see my love.
ANGEL CORPSE
velvet tight rope,
walk it lightly.
Emotions are distorted,
the world is ablaze.
Blood is dripping from the bloody wrist;
the angel is dying,
falling into the mist.
Who are you,
and what do you know about him?
Are you God, a friend, or the childless whore?
Shattering glass,
a soul filled with immense pain.
No hope, no freedom,
it's time to refrain.
Tormented over the years,
he feels he has lost everything.
The one he truly loved is near him,
though he does not realize it.
Suicide was his thought.
So many times had he considered?
What keeps him from it?
He knows she isn't dead.
He needs her back,
he wants to find her.
He searches for centuries,
the binding was never lost.
Ties been since 1864,
the year she was murdered,
his hope, his love,
she has returned.
Now as I speak,
the 2 still know of each others existence.
Love doesn't die;
they are still looking for each other.
She am here,
her love is there,
if he loves her,
they will be back together.
Blood of blood,
dust of dust,
love can now be rekindled,
so shall they're trust.
Mother
Mother where are you?
Why are you never here?
You gave birth to me
then abandoned me,
what am I to you?
Carried me for a little over 6 months...
Gave birth and stayed around for a while...
at age 3 you left me.
Was I really a mistake?
A growing child...
Rose by her father...
where is mother?
Why the lies mother?
You helped create me.
You walked off and left me...
why did you ever have children if you didn't want them?
Later on,
year’s later father is gone,
passed on to the other side?
Alone I stand,
and still I don't understand;
why couldn't you be a mother?
EMOTION
I sit here...
I think of you.
I miss you,
and I cry for you.
I know you are no longer here.
You left this world back in September.
You left so sudden....
no way to say goodbye.
You cried for help.
I could do nothing.
I waited for help to arrive,
tears streaming down my face.
I didn't know you were leaving until the paramedics got you to the hospital.
15 minutes of commotion was over,
and a peaceful hush in my mind as we followed behind the ambulance to meet you at the hospital.
1st I arrived,
I waited in the emergency room for word of how you were.
One by one, the other part of the family came.
Minutes before dad came; the dr. came and said all hope was gone.
You had left.
Dad showed up,
we told him.
We all cried...
together, united us all consoled each other in that one small room.
Hurt everywhere... tears, pain, your wings earned.
An angel you are now.
An angel you will forever be.
Until the next time we meet.
Please wait for us on the other side of the gates.
*~~~TRESPASSER~~~*
I walk outside,
darkness all around.
At the sound of your footsteps I growl.
I can hear you, but I cannot see you.
A trespasser, I hear.
What are you waiting for?
What do you want?
Don't you realize that I can hear you?
I debate on going to retrieve my dagger.
Silence again...
Angel Star Lullaby
____________________
Full moon tonight.
The stars shine bright.
The earth whispers her solemn lullaby.
The crickets chirp.
Sweet silence beholds.
The earth whispers a story that is to one day be told.
Through the sands of time.
Through the lives of our brothers and sisters.
May there one day be peace.
May the entire restless hardships end?
My Father, My Mother, My Maker.
God and Goddess alike.
All creatures.
Angelic Mother Earth.
Free our tangles souls from this eternal pit of anguish.
Allow our mother to earn her snow white wings.
Far beyond the past is never over,
Trying to run away,
Yet never getting anywhere.
Always in a hurry,
Hurry for what?
Time?
Something which is but a concept?
Never stopping to see what is around us.
Always taking for granted what might have been and still is.
What still may be possible...?
We will never know if we give up now.
Our love is forever.
I love you Momma Star.
Fathomless Anger
contain the anger,
the fire burns bright.
The wind gets stronger,
the girl is pissed.
Her claws dig deep into to the ones back
that has harmed her youngest familiar.
Vengeance will be hers.
No doubt about it.
The blood flows hotly,
dribbling down the person's skin like a steady stream.
Does he know he's in for it later?
Very doubtful.
The threat was heard,
her eyes glow black,
this death is one,
and you can not take back.
What you've done in the past,
reconcile for your own good.
You’ve endangered yourself by harming witches familiar.
May no one have mercy on your pathetic soul?
Pretend to Know Me
Who am I?
Who are you?
I don't remember anything,
but a dreadful reminder that I am still stuck in this world.
The horrors I see,
you would not believe.
I stand on the outside,
and I only peer in.
Leaving the circle,
prepared to be alone.
I will not interact; I must learn why everyone is failing.
Raging at the Past
Blinded by the past,
unable to move on.
Where are things going now?
No one really knows.
Keep forward in all thoughts.
Try not to fall back.
Try to overcome this misery
before the past takes you in.
Running away,
no where to hide.
who really cares?
Everyone has died.
Hate me now,
love me later.
Raped by nightmares.
Never able to fully awaken.
tormented soul
a distraught human being.
Frozen in this world,
of unimaginable things.
Burning to death
in my own hell,
I cry out for someone to save me.
No one comes,
so I die.
In my own hell I wait.
Screaming at the memories.
The memories which killed my inner being.
Free me from your lies.
I cannot live like this.
Trapped inside of a virtual cage of hatred, fear, and anxiety.
I cry, still no one comes.
Will there ever be anyone?
Anyone who gives a true damned.
Why must I suffer at someone else's fault?
blame me, yell at me, torture me, kill me,
abandon me, hate me, run from me, destroy me.
At some point in time,
you will have to set me free.
Forever Lonely
Forever lonely,
I have to let you go.
Forever lonely,
life is nothing but a show.
Forever lonely,
this misery is driving me insane.
Trying to find you,
but I am only causing myself more pain.
Forever lonely...
this is how it has to be.
Forever lonely,
go away, and let me be.
If I die before I wake,
prays the Lord,
I will escape.
The end to misery will be here soon.
Sullen Whispers
What might have been?
It cannot be.
Things have gone to hell,
and everyone can see.
Flames flying,
wings burning....
and the ember of a broken soul fades away in the dust...
morning twighlight will not come.
It’s over for the world of plague.
I sit here,
tears burning my face.
I believe every word you ever told me was a lie.
You say you will find me,
10 years later... later... I am still waiting...
how long will you lie before you hurt yourself?
All the lies you told me...
your fantasies of what you wished to become of us.
All lies.
I can sit here and keep pretending nothing is wrong.
I would be lying because something has been wrong.
You lie to me,
and I bet you lie to everyone else too.
You might just be that fucking low.
All the lives you claimed we had been together,
was that all lies?
Did you make this entire up in your sick little head to amuse yourself?
And maybe I am a stupid little girl for believing in your selfish lies.
All of this time, and I should have walked away.
Would my life have been any better?
Would I have someone who loved me right now if I didn't believe in your false words?
Who are you really and why are your doing this to me?
Lying immortal
I see you,
you see me.
I see scars that shouldn't be.
The scars you made,
the hate I bore.
You showed me you were nothing,
but a whore.
Always pretending,
you could never see the light.
But of course,
your actions were never right.
Hurt me,
hurt him,
all in the same way.
You haven't changed since the day we met,
and you are still so horrible today.
Lying to everyone.
You pretend to have everything.
However, you have nothing.
You act like a child and have to depend on everyone else to get what you want.
If it wasn't for the ones who you use,
you would have nothing at all.
You won’t do anything for yourself.
All you are is show.
He gives you this,
he gives you that...
I sit and watch his own stupidity.
Just like everyone else you have ever pretended to love,
he will be just another throw away in time.
All I have to do is watch.
You’re painted on black, glossy tipped wings;
the valecrow straps are coming loose.
More people are beginning to see you’re fake.
Just like fantasy...
immortal, you may forever live,
but you will always leave your scar behind.
Lest you ever forget,
not all these people you thing you are fooling are blind.
Fictional aura,
ingrained to false perfection.
Burnt wings,
hell bound soul,
the queen committed suicide.
All of this because you lied.
Misery gypsy
tired of all the chaos,
tired of all the lies.
Why it is no one
hears my cries.
Long dark hair,
dark blue eyes,
and fiery fingers point to the skies.
Within a twist or reality,
please let this be what is right for me.
Magical embrace, a Childs,
sing for me the malice lullaby.
Lull me to sleep,
a sleep I will not awake from.
Let me out of this misery.
Burn me at the stake and set me free.
All the screaming,
all the fighting,
what has become of us?
Years to fall apart,
2, once were lovers,
now just a distant memory written in the sand.
You scream,
I take the pain,
thus there was nothing to gain.
All fall down;
we try again,
looking for the perfect 10.
Ashes roses,
roses to the grave,
all for the love I gave.
Winter storms.
The cold ice.
Now resurrect me,
from this vice.
Living in torment,
anguish, and suffering,
I call upon my lost love,
help me recreate.
Fire, wind, storms or flames,
drowning souls,
remain again.
Bleeding spirit,
hear my cry,
tell me why I cannot die?
Memories lost,
no love in vain,
fear of all,
and time to catch the train.
Home bound, I am,
to go back to where I once was loved.
Back home to the manor,
going home to see my love.
ANGEL CORPSE
velvet tight rope,
walk it lightly.
Emotions are distorted,
the world is ablaze.
Blood is dripping from the bloody wrist;
the angel is dying,
falling into the mist.
Who are you,
and what do you know about him?
Are you God, a friend, or the childless whore?
Shattering glass,
a soul filled with immense pain.
No hope, no freedom,
it's time to refrain.
Tormented over the years,
he feels he has lost everything.
The one he truly loved is near him,
though he does not realize it.
Suicide was his thought.
So many times had he considered?
What keeps him from it?
He knows she isn't dead.
He needs her back,
he wants to find her.
He searches for centuries,
the binding was never lost.
Ties been since 1864,
the year she was murdered,
his hope, his love,
she has returned.
Now as I speak,
the 2 still know of each others existence.
Love doesn't die;
they are still looking for each other.
She am here,
her love is there,
if he loves her,
they will be back together.
Blood of blood,
dust of dust,
love can now be rekindled,
so shall they're trust.
Mother
Mother where are you?
Why are you never here?
You gave birth to me
then abandoned me,
what am I to you?
Carried me for a little over 6 months...
Gave birth and stayed around for a while...
at age 3 you left me.
Was I really a mistake?
A growing child...
Rose by her father...
where is mother?
Why the lies mother?
You helped create me.
You walked off and left me...
why did you ever have children if you didn't want them?
Later on,
year’s later father is gone,
passed on to the other side?
Alone I stand,
and still I don't understand;
why couldn't you be a mother?
EMOTION
I sit here...
I think of you.
I miss you,
and I cry for you.
I know you are no longer here.
You left this world back in September.
You left so sudden....
no way to say goodbye.
You cried for help.
I could do nothing.
I waited for help to arrive,
tears streaming down my face.
I didn't know you were leaving until the paramedics got you to the hospital.
15 minutes of commotion was over,
and a peaceful hush in my mind as we followed behind the ambulance to meet you at the hospital.
1st I arrived,
I waited in the emergency room for word of how you were.
One by one, the other part of the family came.
Minutes before dad came; the dr. came and said all hope was gone.
You had left.
Dad showed up,
we told him.
We all cried...
together, united us all consoled each other in that one small room.
Hurt everywhere... tears, pain, your wings earned.
An angel you are now.
An angel you will forever be.
Until the next time we meet.
Please wait for us on the other side of the gates.
*~~~TRESPASSER~~~*
I walk outside,
darkness all around.
At the sound of your footsteps I growl.
I can hear you, but I cannot see you.
A trespasser, I hear.
What are you waiting for?
What do you want?
Don't you realize that I can hear you?
I debate on going to retrieve my dagger.
Silence again...
Angel Star Lullaby
____________________
Full moon tonight.
The stars shine bright.
The earth whispers her solemn lullaby.
The crickets chirp.
Sweet silence beholds.
The earth whispers a story that is to one day be told.
Through the sands of time.
Through the lives of our brothers and sisters.
May there one day be peace.
May the entire restless hardships end?
My Father, My Mother, My Maker.
God and Goddess alike.
All creatures.
Angelic Mother Earth.
Free our tangles souls from this eternal pit of anguish.
Allow our mother to earn her snow white wings.
Far beyond the past is never over,
Trying to run away,
Yet never getting anywhere.
Always in a hurry,
Hurry for what?
Time?
Something which is but a concept?
Never stopping to see what is around us.
Always taking for granted what might have been and still is.
What still may be possible...?
We will never know if we give up now.
Our love is forever.
I love you Momma Star.
Fathomless Anger
contain the anger,
the fire burns bright.
The wind gets stronger,
the girl is pissed.
Her claws dig deep into to the ones back
that has harmed her youngest familiar.
Vengeance will be hers.
No doubt about it.
The blood flows hotly,
dribbling down the person's skin like a steady stream.
Does he know he's in for it later?
Very doubtful.
The threat was heard,
her eyes glow black,
this death is one,
and you can not take back.
What you've done in the past,
reconcile for your own good.
You’ve endangered yourself by harming witches familiar.
May no one have mercy on your pathetic soul?
Pretend to Know Me
Who am I?
Who are you?
I don't remember anything,
but a dreadful reminder that I am still stuck in this world.
The horrors I see,
you would not believe.
I stand on the outside,
and I only peer in.
Leaving the circle,
prepared to be alone.
I will not interact; I must learn why everyone is failing.
Raging at the Past
Blinded by the past,
unable to move on.
Where are things going now?
No one really knows.
Keep forward in all thoughts.
Try not to fall back.
Try to overcome this misery
before the past takes you in.
Running away,
no where to hide.
who really cares?
Everyone has died.
Hate me now,
love me later.
Raped by nightmares.
Never able to fully awaken.
tormented soul
a distraught human being.
Frozen in this world,
of unimaginable things.
Burning to death
in my own hell,
I cry out for someone to save me.
No one comes,
so I die.
In my own hell I wait.
Screaming at the memories.
The memories which killed my inner being.
Free me from your lies.
I cannot live like this.
Trapped inside of a virtual cage of hatred, fear, and anxiety.
I cry, still no one comes.
Will there ever be anyone?
Anyone who gives a true damned.
Why must I suffer at someone else's fault?
blame me, yell at me, torture me, kill me,
abandon me, hate me, run from me, destroy me.
At some point in time,
you will have to set me free.
Forever Lonely
Forever lonely,
I have to let you go.
Forever lonely,
life is nothing but a show.
Forever lonely,
this misery is driving me insane.
Trying to find you,
but I am only causing myself more pain.
Forever lonely...
this is how it has to be.
Forever lonely,
go away, and let me be.
If I die before I wake,
prays the Lord,
I will escape.
The end to misery will be here soon.