Bad Day (TM)

May 11, 2005 02:21

So, seems I'll have to pay 1600,- NOK for my planeticket to Oslo.

I'm seriously crying because I don't know what to do.
Bus will take 10 hours, and that's too long.
Train takes 6, but cost 1619,-
Another planecompany takes 1559,-

...So I'm gonna put a BIG hole in my budget for may and defy all sense and go anyway, cause I can't handle another birthday at home...

My mom said "Well, you owe us 300, but we could pay for part of the planeticket as a birthdaypresent"

I'm turning 19 now. Last year I got 1000,- NOK (sister got the same that year), my sister got her carliscence and a car for hers. When she was 16, she used part of the money she got when she was confirmated towards a scooter, the rest my parents paid. I didn't get confirmated, because my mom said under no circumstance did she allow me to do so without going to church. She later changed her mind when she saw I was the only one not doing it.. But it was too late.
They say that the same stuff applies to me too, but it does seem like they're favouring her, doesn't it. They don't think as far as saving their pennies to offer me the same as my sister. I do understand that they simply can't afford it, but shouldn't they have thought of that before they got two kids?

We do deserve to be treated equally, don't we?
I think they should be proud of me, and cherish me. But it seems this will never happen.

I NEVER look forward to my birthday. NEVER. Last year my dad didn't even say hello, much less "happy birthday". He made me cry for two hours continuously. The year before that was the same. He did manage to not make me cry, though, but he did come close.

Not once these past years has my birthday ever been joyous.
I'd give my all for ONE birthday where I can do whatever I want without my dad getting in my face yelling at me for something he most likely did himself.
Even one day in the year would suffice.
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