Brains. Brains. Brains. Brains. Brains. Brains. Etc.
So I'm at work and it's cloudy outside. I like the overcastness today because I don't mind the overcastness today. And since it has to be overcast some days, I would prefer that it be overcast on days when I don't mind that it's overcast because normally I just don't like it.
See.
So here I waffle between wanting to be a hardcore writer and not wanting to be a hardcore writer of film and TV. I don't like TV. I don't. I wish I did so that I could happily write for it. And you know, I like what I could do with film, but I don't like what is done with film. So I don't know how well I'll do as one who writes for films that others make.
But I can write books and I can write poetry. And I can write scripts that someday will be made as intended. And I can attend workshops and set up my life as an holistic healer who also writes. Because that is what makes me so... happy.
But then sometimes I think, "Fuck man, I can really do this writer for the industry thing. I could really be successful."
So this is why I'm glad that I am not graduating just yet.
See.
So here I waffle between wanting to be a hardcore writer and not wanting to be a hardcore writer of film and TV. I don't like TV. I don't. I wish I did so that I could happily write for it. And you know, I like what I could do with film, but I don't like what is done with film. So I don't know how well I'll do as one who writes for films that others make.
But I can write books and I can write poetry. And I can write scripts that someday will be made as intended. And I can attend workshops and set up my life as an holistic healer who also writes. Because that is what makes me so... happy.
But then sometimes I think, "Fuck man, I can really do this writer for the industry thing. I could really be successful."
So this is why I'm glad that I am not graduating just yet.