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WHY DID SHE HAVE TO ATTACK MY INTEGREDY!? THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT. IT IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO HOLD ON TO. THE ONLY THING APART FROM AMY THAT I HOLD ON TO KEEP MY GRIP ON REALITY. EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE, I LIVE MY LIFE BY MY OWN CODE OF HONOR, WHY, WHY DID SHE HAVE TO ATTACK MY HONOR, MY INTEGREDY.....I NEVER KNEW THE PAIN I HAVE BEEN CAUSING. NOW, WITH HER WORDS BURNED INTO MY HEAD, I LOSE ONE MORE GRIP BEFORE I FALL INTO THE DARKNESS OF MY DREAMS FOREVER. IF SHE JUST WOULD HAVE TOLD ME BEFORE I WOULD HAVE MADE A MORE CAREFUL CHOICE, BUT NO, SHE HAD TO BOTTLE IT UP. IM SOO SORRY I NEVER MENT TO HURT YOU....
I dont know what im going to do, she doesnt even trust me anymore, she thinks that i dont keep my promises......i've lost one of my two lasts grips on reality......god i wish i could talk to Amy right now, I need her now more than ever......
I dont know what im going to do, she doesnt even trust me anymore, she thinks that i dont keep my promises......i've lost one of my two lasts grips on reality......god i wish i could talk to Amy right now, I need her now more than ever......