If you don't learn something new is it really a new day?
You know it's funny. I have been 'living on my own' for about a month now but it hadn't really hit me how lonely that can be until this morning. Yes I have spoken to a couple people on the phone and my landlord stopped in to pretend like she is going to fix my bathroom faucet, but I don't have someone here to babble about whatever comes into my head. If I didn't answer my phone on the weekends, I could get by without saying one word. (Okay that isn't actually true cause I have a habit of talking to myself all the time. Damn FAHC!)
Maybe this is what I have been needed to give myself a swift kick in the ass. now I HAVE to leave my nest in order to have human interaction and it's probably much healthier for me this way. Blah.
So I am going to go back to yoga this week I think. And possibly see about joining the gym that is insanely cheat. Cause I am tried of being pissy with myself for things I can change if I just got off my ass.
On a less self deprecating note, I went on a lovely walk last night around the South End. It always amazes me how night time makes the world so much more peaceful. Quiet houses with bursts of laughter breaking out every once in awhile or people singing at the top of their lungs and dancing in the window to loud music, people having meaningful conversations on front porches while smoking a cigarette in the dark, couples taking their dogs for a walk while being completely wrapped up in one another. All of this together with a bright moon and a slight, cool breeze really makes the world a perfect place.