Kiss Kiss Mollys Lips
I often really do hate my life.
Its clear I hate my job and need to quit, as much as I want to like it I am NOT the kind of girl they are looking for and I need to quit asap. All I do latley is have emotional breakdowns and I have been drinking so much more than I ever want to. I mean I had that 3 day bender and then last night I got fairly trashed, and I know its that "never drank before figure it out" stage but I AM SOBER AMY DAMNIT AND PEOPLE THINK THAT IS FUCKING COOL. Boo on me for being such a fucking sellout who works at a gay store that just makes me more of a sellout.
The other day some girls came in and were like "Oh my god you USED to be amy gilson, thats so fucking cool" and I was like than-oh wait I USED to be amy gilson, am I just a sham of my former self? I am the artist formally known as prince? like what the hell. That comment is kind of what made it so I had to quit, I look like a sham when I am at work, people dont regognize me, and those that do just look at me and go WTF why are you working HERE ....
So I am quitting my job and maybe moving to edmonton to find a cute mormon boyfriend and be happy doing whatever I need to do to be happy. :)