Thoughts through the wind
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Hummmmm. Life...... its so strange. Sometimes we meet people in our lives who leave a lasting impression, and then just dissapear. I believe in my mind why Tori has not talked to me for over a week.Today i was watching The Real World San Diego, Robin and her "close guy friend" went to the bar and Robin got REALY drunk. and he left her because of how she acted while she was drunk...... I wounder if Tori did not like the drunk me, so she left. and doesnt want to have anything to do with me..
I went to the club friday night........ i felt old. The club was pretty full...... of 8th graders and Freshmen.... i felt old..... It felt Wrong... (i stayed sober)
Candy got aressted...... SHe was like a sister to me.... She took care of me at the club. and i took care of her outsdie the club.... Her Gizmo and two of their freinds got arrested on their way to the club friday night. (this shows HOW close i was to getting arrested.) Tori stopped that. I can not thank her enogh. i Owe her so much, and Now shes gone.
Tip tally for wek 1 of work. 189$ is that good?????
I dont want SUmmer to come. i realy dont. Im afraid.... Last summer was Great till july.... then it went downhill from there. then i got the staple in my eye in Aug. Lost my job. Then got a new job in Oct. quit that job in DEC. Got involved in Drugs in Nov. kepot that thew May. Many friendships RUINED because of X. and now im Clean. got a lejit job. but no friends. Lost all the "freids" i had because i went straight edge
WHat to do. Tori i miss you....I miss Emily......I miss Mimi...... the Three girls in my life who everyone of them Touched me in a way no other girl has. But there all Technically gone. This pain is too much...
i work prewtty much everyday from 5pm-2am
When im not at work im Home, alone, usualy asleep, when im not alseep. im lonely. I HATE BEING HOME.
::Crying now::
Fear = Being alone
i need to pass this.
I need to move on
i need........new friends.........
Club friends are not true friends
i lost the best friend i hasd for like 8 years because he fucked me over in a drug deal. hes gone. he owes me 200$ lil bitch
I need to stop before i say something i will regret later on.
OH WELL JOB=$=Happyness=Loving life=more friends?????
godnight for now
::MEOW::
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Hummmmm. Life...... its so strange. Sometimes we meet people in our lives who leave a lasting impression, and then just dissapear. I believe in my mind why Tori has not talked to me for over a week.Today i was watching The Real World San Diego, Robin and her "close guy friend" went to the bar and Robin got REALY drunk. and he left her because of how she acted while she was drunk...... I wounder if Tori did not like the drunk me, so she left. and doesnt want to have anything to do with me..
I went to the club friday night........ i felt old. The club was pretty full...... of 8th graders and Freshmen.... i felt old..... It felt Wrong... (i stayed sober)
Candy got aressted...... SHe was like a sister to me.... She took care of me at the club. and i took care of her outsdie the club.... Her Gizmo and two of their freinds got arrested on their way to the club friday night. (this shows HOW close i was to getting arrested.) Tori stopped that. I can not thank her enogh. i Owe her so much, and Now shes gone.
Tip tally for wek 1 of work. 189$ is that good?????
I dont want SUmmer to come. i realy dont. Im afraid.... Last summer was Great till july.... then it went downhill from there. then i got the staple in my eye in Aug. Lost my job. Then got a new job in Oct. quit that job in DEC. Got involved in Drugs in Nov. kepot that thew May. Many friendships RUINED because of X. and now im Clean. got a lejit job. but no friends. Lost all the "freids" i had because i went straight edge
WHat to do. Tori i miss you....I miss Emily......I miss Mimi...... the Three girls in my life who everyone of them Touched me in a way no other girl has. But there all Technically gone. This pain is too much...
i work prewtty much everyday from 5pm-2am
When im not at work im Home, alone, usualy asleep, when im not alseep. im lonely. I HATE BEING HOME.
::Crying now::
Fear = Being alone
i need to pass this.
I need to move on
i need........new friends.........
Club friends are not true friends
i lost the best friend i hasd for like 8 years because he fucked me over in a drug deal. hes gone. he owes me 200$ lil bitch
I need to stop before i say something i will regret later on.
OH WELL JOB=$=Happyness=Loving life=more friends?????
godnight for now
::MEOW::