Candy Kid Kiwi

Feb 07, 2005 16:27

I love being a candy kid...whoop!!!
I love being a raver it makes me so happy!!
I love the music!
I love the candy!
I love the people!
I love everything about it! its so great!!!
I went to a rave this Sat.itwas great!! i went with my freinds Jake and Kitty. they are the greatest thing that has ever happend to me....wait my moms calling me.... my moms a huge bitch!!! in the middle of my happy rant she comes in and bitches at me about laundry, i think im gunna cry. I hate it, people seem to enjoy to yell at me and hate on me constantly. it really pisses me off- and u wonder why im depressed alot. i know it sounds stupid but u werent there hearing it.sounds like a major mood swing i guess- but its not im just upset at life rite now. "All my fans are talking to me. Whats this love i see?I know u can make it last, im still waiting now... waiting for the love i need, if u want me to. Theres somthing i dont understand. I dont know.
Waiting for the love i need. if you want me to. theres somthing i dont understand. i dont know."
Thats how i feel rite now.....its on my scooter cd. Jake gave it to me. Because i have no good cd's and he heard me complaining about that and so hes all ill give u a cd of my music kk? And im all yay! Jake is so great. I aprecciate him so much u have no idea, im glad i met him, he is such a great person- He's so nice and huggable and hes so cute. I like his smile. He takes me and kitty places. Like Dinsneyland, and to raves. He'll do almost anything to make sure that we are happy. I just wish i knew a way to make him as happy as he makes me. But i dont know how....hes not always happy and i feel bad becuase somtime he gives up his happiness to make kitty and i happy- i feel like a bitch when that happens. and he does it so much. im just so grateful. can sum1 give me an idea for a way to show how grateful i am of him??

x0x0x0 *kiwi* PLUR
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