Aug 22, 2005 10:28
gah. it's a good thing i am so stubborn.
my doctor wants me on depakote, for my migraines. apparently she has forgotten that the last thing she prescribed me, they ran out of. i'm the one that has to go through the withdrawals when that happens. if only i had insurance and i could go to a real doctor. or afford real prescriptions. my migraine medication, the one that really works would cost me over five hundred dollars a month if i actually got it. so it is easier to go without, and learn to live with the pain.
also they are implying that i don't know what i am doing, tapering off of methadone. if they had their way, i would be on that shit for the rest of my life. fortunately, i am stronger and smarter than they give me credit for.
i should be going to work. i'm going to have some breakfast first though.
i wish i had something really interesting to write about. it's too bad i don't have the means to show you guys my newest art passion. it actually involves digital photography. i feel like such a traitor, going digital, but it is so cool i can't fucking help it.
any of my computer smart friends, want to make some money? i need someone to help me create a website for my photography. and i want it to be nice. anybody wanna help? i will make it worth your while.