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I can't seem to snap out of it.
The past two days I basically holed myself up in my apartment, shut the blinds, and barely left the couch. I tried calling it "me time" even though I had no money, (another story that's getting me down) no one to hang out with and no motivation to do anything at all.
AND NO ALCOHOL.
So, I'm going to waste another week working at a job that doesn't make me happy anymore, sleeping the rest of the time and wondering why I can't find anything else.
Perpetual moron mechanism in full gear.
I had a vision today of a grand apocalypse, one that mixes everything up and explains nothing. You're driving along, and all of the sudden the view in front of you cracks open, literally, shredding to bits and exposing a blushing peach atmosphere where everything is floating, including you. Pieces of the world you once knew float useless, crumbling if you touch them. You can't find anyone you know, and the people you do come across think they are dead. Are you dead, too? Is this the afterlife?
Too much for me to think about right now.
~*~
The past two days I basically holed myself up in my apartment, shut the blinds, and barely left the couch. I tried calling it "me time" even though I had no money, (another story that's getting me down) no one to hang out with and no motivation to do anything at all.
AND NO ALCOHOL.
So, I'm going to waste another week working at a job that doesn't make me happy anymore, sleeping the rest of the time and wondering why I can't find anything else.
Perpetual moron mechanism in full gear.
I had a vision today of a grand apocalypse, one that mixes everything up and explains nothing. You're driving along, and all of the sudden the view in front of you cracks open, literally, shredding to bits and exposing a blushing peach atmosphere where everything is floating, including you. Pieces of the world you once knew float useless, crumbling if you touch them. You can't find anyone you know, and the people you do come across think they are dead. Are you dead, too? Is this the afterlife?
Too much for me to think about right now.
~*~