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I feel myself slipping into a depression. I just got out of it. Or at least I thought I had. I'm tired and I want to vomit. I want this to end. I want to be home. I want to be myself.
I fucking hate myself for everything I've done. I want to be alright again. I don't really remember being happy as a child. And that sucks. I can remember being happy most recently. I just don't know why it faded away so quickly. I don't understand why I feel this way.
This place swallows you whole.
I fucking hate myself for everything I've done. I want to be alright again. I don't really remember being happy as a child. And that sucks. I can remember being happy most recently. I just don't know why it faded away so quickly. I don't understand why I feel this way.
This place swallows you whole.