find me
im alone in a sublevel of myself that many can never find peace. ( I work hard every day of my life i work until i ack in my bones at the end of the day i take home my hard pay all on my own) i have never felt more expressed then in the words of freddy mercury's find me sombody to love. love the pervebeal rianbows end, the meaning, the mian plot in the cheap soup opera of life. for many it is made out as though God himself gave orders for divine intervantion, so the too could meet. others it is a meeting of chance and others like myself there is barly a flicker that is actually there. as a child i would gush over my fiary tales and disney movies and longed for my own happily ever after were the man i loved would take me away from everything and protect me from all the worlds harsh truths and in are feeling of true love nothing in the world could ever hurt us or me. but this quickly turned out to be a false truth or some 30 year old hack that couldnt get a better job so he signed him/herself over to disney. the ack in ones heart the confusion of a young child trying to understand the diffrance between television fiarytales and the truth of reality is one that gave to many scars to remember but enough that ive learned how to hide. (i get down on my knees and praise the lord till the tears run down from my eyes lord sombody ooo sombody can anybody find me...) but on some in point of my subconsience that has been able to gard and masked itself from my 5 time fialures i cant help but feel, believe, NO KNOW that there is someone that is out there made just for me and i him and no matter the wiat the pian, or anything else one day ill find him see him feel his lips touch mine and everthing will be right. the pian will fade my worries melt and my scars will heal. on some inner leve i , know, believe, or maybe just feel this but forever i will go on with this one wish and i will listen to the words of freddy mercuri and dream. (but everybody wants to put me down they say im going crazy, thats right they want to put me in my place through conversastion i got nothing left to believe 'guitar solo' oo sombody somboy find me sombody find me sombody to love, can anybody find me somebody..too..looovve.) patians is a virtu =D