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I tried having a good night. I tried sitting down and laughing and hanging out with the girls but as soon as the drinking started I went from happy to shitty in -60 seconds. I hate my job...no...I despise my job with a seething passion that burns with the heat of 1000 suns. I cant take it any more. Taking Bonnies abuse was bad enough and when she left I thought things would get better. However they have now put Oscar in her place, the laziest mother fucker I have ever met. I was supposed to take her place but because Bonnie fucked me over he gets the job.
Im sitting there at work and he tells me to clean the bathrooms, clean the lobby, do this do that and I want to punch him in the face so badly. I want to grab him by his badly trimmed beard and scream that he cant tell me to do shit hes never done! Today he yelled at me for texting on my cell, then walked off to the kitchen to do the same thing. Fuck him, fuck bonnie and fuck Pete. Im so sick of getting stepped on and walked on. I come home and cry because I get paid shit for busting my ass all day. Every morning I wait till the last moment possible trying to decide if Im going in or not. Then like a fucking slave I get dressed and shamble over there to sling some fucking chicken.
Ive never been more ashamed of myself than now.
Im sitting there at work and he tells me to clean the bathrooms, clean the lobby, do this do that and I want to punch him in the face so badly. I want to grab him by his badly trimmed beard and scream that he cant tell me to do shit hes never done! Today he yelled at me for texting on my cell, then walked off to the kitchen to do the same thing. Fuck him, fuck bonnie and fuck Pete. Im so sick of getting stepped on and walked on. I come home and cry because I get paid shit for busting my ass all day. Every morning I wait till the last moment possible trying to decide if Im going in or not. Then like a fucking slave I get dressed and shamble over there to sling some fucking chicken.
Ive never been more ashamed of myself than now.