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This weekend was cool. Lots of fun.
I got a lot of house work done, Did some healthy bargain food shopping, and Drank with friends! Worked with the radio station, took Selena out for her Birthday, chilled with Natalie and her beloved Christy, Tamara and her voices, Jobeth and Mark, and Kevin.
The house is a bit untidy now, nothing a little Mary Poppins mentality can't fix.....
I'm going back to school May 2009. On my next PTO day, I am going to the Doctor and to the vet, and then to transfer my transcripts from BCC to PBCC and start financial aid applications now! I'm also hardcore looking for a part time job, and I am paying off loans and credit cards (and applying for bigger and better ones) to improve my credit, and cut my monthly bills. ( All cards are strictly for emergencies, the ones with the lower limits will be for concert tickets and other bullshit)
All relationships of mine from family to friends have gotten fair warning, I have realized my mistakes in dealing with them, it seems I have set the premise from years past that I as a person have no boundaries. I have become a victim to my own failure of not nipping shit in the bud. I've warned all of them, do not impose on me, do not believe I owe you anything, and do not big up your ego on me and test my limitations. Anyone is capable of anything, and to be tested constantly by the people I hold high in my life, I may put myself in a compromisable position. That isn't good for me. I'd rather take myself out of the situation entirely than to continue a relationaship with the possibility of any situation reoccurring. I may love you, no matter what our relationship entails, I won't condone drama under any circumstances anymore. I won't give it, or accept it, no matter what. I'll love you from a distance, no sweat off of your brow or mine. i've warned everyone, to have you in my life is a choice I made, and to show my weaknesses to any and all of you was my mistake. To show the way I felt for all of you gave way for the disrespect I have constantly swallowed over the past 5 years, and trust me..... you wouldn't like it if I dished it to any of you.
So to my parents, my family, friends and old lovers, Thank You for pushing me to my brim so that I finally discovered my personal limits and boundaries and FUCK YOU all for constantly crossing them.
I got a lot of house work done, Did some healthy bargain food shopping, and Drank with friends! Worked with the radio station, took Selena out for her Birthday, chilled with Natalie and her beloved Christy, Tamara and her voices, Jobeth and Mark, and Kevin.
The house is a bit untidy now, nothing a little Mary Poppins mentality can't fix.....
I'm going back to school May 2009. On my next PTO day, I am going to the Doctor and to the vet, and then to transfer my transcripts from BCC to PBCC and start financial aid applications now! I'm also hardcore looking for a part time job, and I am paying off loans and credit cards (and applying for bigger and better ones) to improve my credit, and cut my monthly bills. ( All cards are strictly for emergencies, the ones with the lower limits will be for concert tickets and other bullshit)
All relationships of mine from family to friends have gotten fair warning, I have realized my mistakes in dealing with them, it seems I have set the premise from years past that I as a person have no boundaries. I have become a victim to my own failure of not nipping shit in the bud. I've warned all of them, do not impose on me, do not believe I owe you anything, and do not big up your ego on me and test my limitations. Anyone is capable of anything, and to be tested constantly by the people I hold high in my life, I may put myself in a compromisable position. That isn't good for me. I'd rather take myself out of the situation entirely than to continue a relationaship with the possibility of any situation reoccurring. I may love you, no matter what our relationship entails, I won't condone drama under any circumstances anymore. I won't give it, or accept it, no matter what. I'll love you from a distance, no sweat off of your brow or mine. i've warned everyone, to have you in my life is a choice I made, and to show my weaknesses to any and all of you was my mistake. To show the way I felt for all of you gave way for the disrespect I have constantly swallowed over the past 5 years, and trust me..... you wouldn't like it if I dished it to any of you.
So to my parents, my family, friends and old lovers, Thank You for pushing me to my brim so that I finally discovered my personal limits and boundaries and FUCK YOU all for constantly crossing them.