May 16, 2012 09:47
(Anonymous) wrote:
Oct. 26th, 2010 06:31 am (UTC)
I will do anything you want
to make you keep feeling that way.
You were a liar. And these words echo in my head and scatter seeds of doubt in my mind. Because this someone, who is no longer so shiny and new, but who outlasted you and will outlast you ten times over, says wonderful, beautiful things to me. And I fear the day when all I am left with is beautiful words. Beautiful lies, to remember him by.
I cannot even fathom how lucky I am. How achingly, thrillingly happy I am. I cannot understand how this present, this reality found me.