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bought some sam adams today, i don't like it, some summer ale, shitty, i am now drinking a stella artois, its the last one i have from the ones i bought... yesterday, it tastes like shitty lemon, but only as an after taste, i like the stella, i like the name stella it was in great expectations, the movie i really don't think the book, i don't remember the name of the girl in the book it might have been stella but the name of... nvm it was estella in both
i have been neglecting my research, i need to do more, i also need to fix my breaks, on my care.. but that is another story, i was reading about a hospital at saragossa today, i like names and i am attracted to saragossa, zaragossa, actually that is why i ended up at hamilton, i liked the name, the hospital at saragossa was named our lady of mercy and its motto.... oh i've forgotten the latin it was of the city and of the world, all were welcome to come and receive its services, it was considered one of the most enlightened places in the history of mental illness, and there aren't many of those, pinal; the great french humanist and the father of modern psychiatry who unchained the mentally ill patients (but not all as his compatriot foucault is careful to note) held the hospital in high esteem and tried to imitate it in the bicetre and l'hospital general in paris, the hospital after a brief session of baths and restraints to cure acute onset of madness would release the inhabitants and they would partake in daily events such as picking olives, that is similar to some of the models proposed today to cure mental illness, they seek to return the patients a simple community sufficient way of life, perhaps that is the correct response to today's way of life, well the way of life of the wold's minority, our way of life, a sane response to an insane world as the anti-psychiatrists use to say
had to buy a plane ticket and a vise this week, not cheap.. and i was slowly paying off my credit car too, now i have to go to nyc and deliver my info, i could have mailed it, but quite honestly i need to see the city again, i need something besides this monotonous shit, i need a break from work
i think i should quite work, my coworkers have outlived their interest, the job is becomingly increasingly boring, once you get used to something like short order cooking it is so monotonous that you want to poke you eyes out, my coworkers are somewhat petty, they all have flaws and strengths and it is unfair of me to generalize, but i must admit they are wearing thin on my nerves and i on theirs, saturday i am working the full day, that should get me to 40 hours this week, strange how much time i can spend in one place and think so little about it, besides this morning, i had a semi dream as i was pressing the snooze bottle that i was given a bunch of schizophrenics and i was making fish fry out of them in to-go containers, the say that you can hear voices before you go to sleep, and it seems you can also see visions when we wake up, perhaps there is something similar about the process that happen while on is entering and regaining conciseness and s.
s. have a interesting way of speaking which has recently captivated my imagination, they talk and they pick up on a concept that becomes repeated in places where it does not make sense
my birthday went well i bout some beer some wine and some scotch, my mom gave me some fois gras and a bottle of blackberry wine from quebec, my sister a fruit basket, i drank some beer and watched a movie, i was planning on getting drunk, but after five beers i gave up
so it goes
i have been neglecting my research, i need to do more, i also need to fix my breaks, on my care.. but that is another story, i was reading about a hospital at saragossa today, i like names and i am attracted to saragossa, zaragossa, actually that is why i ended up at hamilton, i liked the name, the hospital at saragossa was named our lady of mercy and its motto.... oh i've forgotten the latin it was of the city and of the world, all were welcome to come and receive its services, it was considered one of the most enlightened places in the history of mental illness, and there aren't many of those, pinal; the great french humanist and the father of modern psychiatry who unchained the mentally ill patients (but not all as his compatriot foucault is careful to note) held the hospital in high esteem and tried to imitate it in the bicetre and l'hospital general in paris, the hospital after a brief session of baths and restraints to cure acute onset of madness would release the inhabitants and they would partake in daily events such as picking olives, that is similar to some of the models proposed today to cure mental illness, they seek to return the patients a simple community sufficient way of life, perhaps that is the correct response to today's way of life, well the way of life of the wold's minority, our way of life, a sane response to an insane world as the anti-psychiatrists use to say
had to buy a plane ticket and a vise this week, not cheap.. and i was slowly paying off my credit car too, now i have to go to nyc and deliver my info, i could have mailed it, but quite honestly i need to see the city again, i need something besides this monotonous shit, i need a break from work
i think i should quite work, my coworkers have outlived their interest, the job is becomingly increasingly boring, once you get used to something like short order cooking it is so monotonous that you want to poke you eyes out, my coworkers are somewhat petty, they all have flaws and strengths and it is unfair of me to generalize, but i must admit they are wearing thin on my nerves and i on theirs, saturday i am working the full day, that should get me to 40 hours this week, strange how much time i can spend in one place and think so little about it, besides this morning, i had a semi dream as i was pressing the snooze bottle that i was given a bunch of schizophrenics and i was making fish fry out of them in to-go containers, the say that you can hear voices before you go to sleep, and it seems you can also see visions when we wake up, perhaps there is something similar about the process that happen while on is entering and regaining conciseness and s.
s. have a interesting way of speaking which has recently captivated my imagination, they talk and they pick up on a concept that becomes repeated in places where it does not make sense
my birthday went well i bout some beer some wine and some scotch, my mom gave me some fois gras and a bottle of blackberry wine from quebec, my sister a fruit basket, i drank some beer and watched a movie, i was planning on getting drunk, but after five beers i gave up
so it goes