Schedule
Oh gosh...I just have to write about this...I don't think I can't and be sane... ♥
Went to my open house yesterday. ♥ Saw the same friends I've seen all summer... ♥ Didn't even get to see L-chan... ♥ =[ ♥ And I finally got my schedule and it turns out that NONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE MY LUNCH. ♥ This makes me extremely sad and frustrated. ♥ I've talked to people I know about this, and they really don't seem to understand my pain. ♥ It's just really starting to sink in now. ♥ Lunch and JROTC are the most important things to me. ♥ [school wise] ♥ And none of my friends are in them. ♥
My friends are my life. ♥ The reason I live, besides my brother. ♥ The worst times that I remember were when none of my friends had my classes. ♥ Teachers say that the friends you have now won't be there when you're out of high school. ♥ So what? ♥ That doesn't change the fact that they are my friends now. ♥ Now is just as important as tomorrow. ♥
C'mon. ♥ I'm a good student. ♥ I get straight A's. ♥ But in the classes that I have no friends in I get B's and C's. ♥ People just don't understand, that's what keeps me working. ♥ Sometimes you need a little fun in between work. ♥
It's really sad when excuses are running through my head as to how I can change my classes around. ♥ I didn't get ART!! ♥ I love to draw, I've been good at it, and doing it since I was 3. ♥ i'm like one of those kids you hear that they've been ice-skating since they were 5 and now they're in the olympics. ♥ Yeah, I can still draw, but all my materials are gone, and my motivation. ♥ I now have no new ideas, I can't learn new techniques. ♥ I have to resort to self-teaching. ♥ ... ♥
Maybe I can get my dad to switch around my schedule. ♥ I don't have any language yet either, and I have to take it two years in a row. ♥ I might have to give up having art next year two. ♥
Okay, another reason might be that I do sacrifice whatever I have. ♥ I'm being a good student, therefore I sacrifice whatever social life I had over the summer seeing as I'm taking a college course when I'm only at a high school level. ♥ This is gonna be fun... ♥ And, what about giving back? ♥ My dad went to war. ♥ And every other place he's been. ♥ I've lost about 3 or 4 years because of the military. ♥ And I'm supporting it by being in JROTC. ♥ I even recruit my friends. ♥
I think I'm gonna die. ♥ It takes a lot to bring me to tears, and lookie there, I'm crying. ♥ When I tried to sing, I cried. ♥ Not a whole festival, just a tear. ♥ And singing can usually make me feel better any time of the day, any day of the week. ♥
Went to my open house yesterday. ♥ Saw the same friends I've seen all summer... ♥ Didn't even get to see L-chan... ♥ =[ ♥ And I finally got my schedule and it turns out that NONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE MY LUNCH. ♥ This makes me extremely sad and frustrated. ♥ I've talked to people I know about this, and they really don't seem to understand my pain. ♥ It's just really starting to sink in now. ♥ Lunch and JROTC are the most important things to me. ♥ [school wise] ♥ And none of my friends are in them. ♥
My friends are my life. ♥ The reason I live, besides my brother. ♥ The worst times that I remember were when none of my friends had my classes. ♥ Teachers say that the friends you have now won't be there when you're out of high school. ♥ So what? ♥ That doesn't change the fact that they are my friends now. ♥ Now is just as important as tomorrow. ♥
C'mon. ♥ I'm a good student. ♥ I get straight A's. ♥ But in the classes that I have no friends in I get B's and C's. ♥ People just don't understand, that's what keeps me working. ♥ Sometimes you need a little fun in between work. ♥
It's really sad when excuses are running through my head as to how I can change my classes around. ♥ I didn't get ART!! ♥ I love to draw, I've been good at it, and doing it since I was 3. ♥ i'm like one of those kids you hear that they've been ice-skating since they were 5 and now they're in the olympics. ♥ Yeah, I can still draw, but all my materials are gone, and my motivation. ♥ I now have no new ideas, I can't learn new techniques. ♥ I have to resort to self-teaching. ♥ ... ♥
Maybe I can get my dad to switch around my schedule. ♥ I don't have any language yet either, and I have to take it two years in a row. ♥ I might have to give up having art next year two. ♥
Okay, another reason might be that I do sacrifice whatever I have. ♥ I'm being a good student, therefore I sacrifice whatever social life I had over the summer seeing as I'm taking a college course when I'm only at a high school level. ♥ This is gonna be fun... ♥ And, what about giving back? ♥ My dad went to war. ♥ And every other place he's been. ♥ I've lost about 3 or 4 years because of the military. ♥ And I'm supporting it by being in JROTC. ♥ I even recruit my friends. ♥
I think I'm gonna die. ♥ It takes a lot to bring me to tears, and lookie there, I'm crying. ♥ When I tried to sing, I cried. ♥ Not a whole festival, just a tear. ♥ And singing can usually make me feel better any time of the day, any day of the week. ♥