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Posting my first substansial entry in a loooong time, but it's a big occasion, I should mark it.
It's only taken me about a decade (possibly more) to get to the point where I'm going to do Law. I signed up to get emailed results between 8am and 9am, but at half seven my alarm woke me and I was too scared to do it. Both because I was scared of going to university and because, if I failed, then I had failed. I'm nervous about going to university but Christ, there's no inch of me that thinks this is wrong, or that I've made some sort of mistake. Apart from my brief daliance with medical school/forensic science ideas, I know this is what I want. And I actually believe I'd be good at it. I know I'll enjoy it and I want to enjoy it. This is the last step before I'm a complete adult, which is weird, but, hot damn. I'm a university student. No more, "I'm only at college/only doing more Highers/I fucked up last year so here I am again." No more, "I hope to go to university and study law." Here I am, a baby lawyer.
As I am currently telling mine Author dans l'AIM, I'm excited about going tomorrow to buy binders and notepads, and a new book bag. It had to be massive. I'll get colourful binders. Idk how many I'll need but I'm going all out.
The course only has 55 places and I am one of them. I glee. I'm just so fucking glad to be doing this, finally.
It's only taken me about a decade (possibly more) to get to the point where I'm going to do Law. I signed up to get emailed results between 8am and 9am, but at half seven my alarm woke me and I was too scared to do it. Both because I was scared of going to university and because, if I failed, then I had failed. I'm nervous about going to university but Christ, there's no inch of me that thinks this is wrong, or that I've made some sort of mistake. Apart from my brief daliance with medical school/forensic science ideas, I know this is what I want. And I actually believe I'd be good at it. I know I'll enjoy it and I want to enjoy it. This is the last step before I'm a complete adult, which is weird, but, hot damn. I'm a university student. No more, "I'm only at college/only doing more Highers/I fucked up last year so here I am again." No more, "I hope to go to university and study law." Here I am, a baby lawyer.
As I am currently telling mine Author dans l'AIM, I'm excited about going tomorrow to buy binders and notepads, and a new book bag. It had to be massive. I'll get colourful binders. Idk how many I'll need but I'm going all out.
The course only has 55 places and I am one of them. I glee. I'm just so fucking glad to be doing this, finally.