"Im dying.. Im dying, please..."
So I didnt accomplish one damn thing during the break
Been sitting in this despondent slum
O! Complications...
A roller coaster of emotions
From feeling worthless to loved
How fucking exciting, right?
What a wonderful spring break, huh? Well, its my fault... actually; it's no ones fault, it seems like a cycle
aaaAAAAaaaHH! (eh, online screaming... its not the same)
During the break had this moment of darkness
This blackness that shrouded (is that a word?) my whole being
THis cold place that held me captive and took control of my body
Weak with despair
disconsolate...
I dunno, I just cant stop thinking about it because of how scary it was
Scared myself... how fucked
but....
"youre that yellow bird that ive been waiting for..."
And...
"I was determined in Chicago, but I dug my teeth into my knees.."
Cheers darlin'.. heres to you
Am I your biggest mistake??
o...
why do I even post on these stupid fuckin things..
damnit