fed up
just want to say sorry for all the ranting and the emo-ness. :/ but i HAD to get this out, if not i'd go insane.
You know, this is a total joke. Once upon a time, I used to wish you knew that I liked you. Now I don't know if you know or not. It's so hard to read you, do you realise? You're always blank. Apathetic. Deadpan. I didn't have any idea what you were thinking. But now I think I do.
I don't blame you for acting like this. Heck, if I were you, I'd probably have done the same too.
And you, you're not as great as you think you are. So don't. Do that, because still waters run deep.
Not saying that we're not ever going to be friends again or anything, but the next time we meet, things might get ugly.
and worst of all, I still can't quite get myself to let go.
i am such an idiot.
but so are you.
You know, this is a total joke. Once upon a time, I used to wish you knew that I liked you. Now I don't know if you know or not. It's so hard to read you, do you realise? You're always blank. Apathetic. Deadpan. I didn't have any idea what you were thinking. But now I think I do.
I don't blame you for acting like this. Heck, if I were you, I'd probably have done the same too.
And you, you're not as great as you think you are. So don't. Do that, because still waters run deep.
Not saying that we're not ever going to be friends again or anything, but the next time we meet, things might get ugly.
and worst of all, I still can't quite get myself to let go.
i am such an idiot.
but so are you.