Happy Birthday weekend to me....
My Birthday is on Sunday and it looks like my weekend is going to be as much fun as Russian Roulette with a fully loaded gun... not fun. I'll be 20 years old... I guess it's not a big deal... of course I never make a big deal out of anything involving me. Maybe my birthday will good next year. Doubt it I haven't had a good birthday since my 16th (the beginning of my bad birthday streak). *sigh* Maybe I'll have a family party this weekend, but I don't know my mom hasn't told me if she is or not yet. I'm broke so I can't make my own fun. My medication isn't working for my medical condition, but I have no insurance for the next three months so I will be in excruciating pain until then. On top of that my medication is reacting adversely with my bipolar disorder and I have been so severely depressed these last two weeks I've been missing classes because I couldn't get out of bed. It's horrible. I've mastered keeping my bipolar pretty under control or at least masking it and yet this stupid medication is making it nearly impossible to hide it, even just a little.