Jeez.
First, the good news. I FOUND MY WEDDING RING!!! Actually, Marcia found it. I was so happy. I wish I could say there was more good news, but I just don't think that is possible anymore these days. Right now I am at the library doing this, because I don't feel comfortable even getting online at the house anymore. That is how bad it is. Well, I'm sure everyone is wondering the reason for that, so here it is.
1) I have been needing to take a shower for days. I haven't been able to, because our hot water heater is not very big since we do live in a trailer. Everytime I want to take a shower, I get pushed out of the way so that other people (mainly Mitch) can take one EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! He uses up all the hot water and the only thing I can do is give Krystel a bath. A lot of the time, I feel lucky that I can even do that.
2) I can't sit down and enjoy a show or movie that I want to watch without someone complaining about what is on, or worse, grabbing the remote and changing the channel on me.
3)I can't even sit in my favorite chair because "someone" is always in it, or that certain someone is laying on the couch even though we are constantly telling him that he can't be doing that, there are other people that want to sit somewhere other than the floor. I mean, there are a lot of times that I want to sit on the couch and cuddle my husband, but can't because he is laying on it!!!
4) I can't get online without him sitting there in my bedroom on my bed (unless he is laying on my bed like it is his) looking over my shoulder reading what I am writing, and telling me what to say.
5) It seems like no matter how much we do the dishes, we are never able to stop because of how much he eats and makes dishes dirty.
I think it is time for me to clean house. I mean, right now they are supposed to be staying down at Josh's house, but it certainly doesn't seem like it. I am tired of this crap. I want to cry all the time, but I only cry at night when I am lying in bed with William. I have been crying myself to sleep for awhile. I mean, I don't even have Dr. Pepper. The only thing we have any money for is to get Krystel food, milk and diapers. It is really unfair. I don't like this one little bit. I don't even want to go home. I am beyond beginning to think that me letting him stay was a horrible horrible idea. I love him and all, I mean, he is my brother in law, but I can't take much more of this!!!
1) I have been needing to take a shower for days. I haven't been able to, because our hot water heater is not very big since we do live in a trailer. Everytime I want to take a shower, I get pushed out of the way so that other people (mainly Mitch) can take one EVERY SINGLE DAY!!! He uses up all the hot water and the only thing I can do is give Krystel a bath. A lot of the time, I feel lucky that I can even do that.
2) I can't sit down and enjoy a show or movie that I want to watch without someone complaining about what is on, or worse, grabbing the remote and changing the channel on me.
3)I can't even sit in my favorite chair because "someone" is always in it, or that certain someone is laying on the couch even though we are constantly telling him that he can't be doing that, there are other people that want to sit somewhere other than the floor. I mean, there are a lot of times that I want to sit on the couch and cuddle my husband, but can't because he is laying on it!!!
4) I can't get online without him sitting there in my bedroom on my bed (unless he is laying on my bed like it is his) looking over my shoulder reading what I am writing, and telling me what to say.
5) It seems like no matter how much we do the dishes, we are never able to stop because of how much he eats and makes dishes dirty.
I think it is time for me to clean house. I mean, right now they are supposed to be staying down at Josh's house, but it certainly doesn't seem like it. I am tired of this crap. I want to cry all the time, but I only cry at night when I am lying in bed with William. I have been crying myself to sleep for awhile. I mean, I don't even have Dr. Pepper. The only thing we have any money for is to get Krystel food, milk and diapers. It is really unfair. I don't like this one little bit. I don't even want to go home. I am beyond beginning to think that me letting him stay was a horrible horrible idea. I love him and all, I mean, he is my brother in law, but I can't take much more of this!!!