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bad dreams 1/28/2005
If dreams are really omens of the future, then my future is doomed to bleakness. I woke up just now from a strange dream. It makes little sense to me however what woke me up is that I saw/felt the car accident that I experienced in my dream. It was vivid and scary to the point where I passed out in my dream. All I remember thinking when I first woke was that I have lost my focus. That I can not continue to let anger rule my actions. But how do I stop that. I am so angry inside. These days I am anger at everywone. And it only gets worse. Each day I tell myself I am going to calm down, I am going to find my focus once more. All these exercises I am doing are designed to do just that. However, they are not working.
The omens for the future are very scary.
If dreams are really omens of the future, then my future is doomed to bleakness. I woke up just now from a strange dream. It makes little sense to me however what woke me up is that I saw/felt the car accident that I experienced in my dream. It was vivid and scary to the point where I passed out in my dream. All I remember thinking when I first woke was that I have lost my focus. That I can not continue to let anger rule my actions. But how do I stop that. I am so angry inside. These days I am anger at everywone. And it only gets worse. Each day I tell myself I am going to calm down, I am going to find my focus once more. All these exercises I am doing are designed to do just that. However, they are not working.
The omens for the future are very scary.