nothingness blahhhh
I don't really have much to say.. except I'm just kind of sick of alot of things at the moment. For one, school is suddenly a hugeass burden right now and it's impossible to balance school, track, and 5 minutes of fun without taking a nap somewhere in there.. and I really don't like sleeping on school days because then I do my homework until 1 am or so.. then my sleeping schedule gets messed up because my body thinks it's being deprived of sleep.. ugh whatever school.
And then there's the fact that I still don't have my learner's permit, when I'm like 16 by a month now. I could have had it in December for christ's sake.. but my parents were like blah no you can't get it until the summer when you don't have academics and track to worry about.. but I want to learn how to drive now, and it's actually something that will benefit me later in life.
Love is too complicated. Or maybe I just can't handle it. It's not that I'm in a relationship, it's just that I want to be in one so much that it's driving me insane. Eric doesn't care about girls, he cares about Red Hot Chili Peppers and Alex Falbo the amazing drummer of our school. I don't think he's gay either xD I can't stand being anywhere around him without feeling those sharp pangs at my heart, and I can't stand to be away from him because then he's all I think about. I don't know what to do at all o.o I feel lovesick :3
And then there's this reeeeeeeally hot guy who I always see on the way to my history class, and even though he's in our grade, I've heard he's a huge pothead. I don't care he's fucking gorgeous xD
I really want a job or something, because being bored or sitting back this summer is not an option. I want to do something with my life, and I want it to change.
I finally gave into worldpeerpressure and got a myspace. here's a linky to what I have so far: (because right now it's a total noob myspace) http://www.myspace.com/ravensfyre
lmao and being me I have no idea how to make that a link, so just deal with it for now. Myspace is fun! :DDDD
I don't think I'm gonna make any new costumes for Otakon.. maybe Namine's white dress, but that's simple. I was thinking of just making the Oblivion/Oathkeeper keyblade combo for Kairi.. only, because KH2 came out and like a million people are gonna cosplay her, it will probably look like I'm just another poserKairi, and that wouldn't be cool because I totally made my costume before the game came out here in the states, so I should have the right to say I made mine first. :DD
Excited for Otakon? I guess I am.. I'm more excited to get that glowsticking.com dvd so I can actually learn how to glowstick/string.. instead of always talking about it. I really want to be good at something like that, because right now I feel absolutely worthless at everything.
And then there's the fact that I still don't have my learner's permit, when I'm like 16 by a month now. I could have had it in December for christ's sake.. but my parents were like blah no you can't get it until the summer when you don't have academics and track to worry about.. but I want to learn how to drive now, and it's actually something that will benefit me later in life.
Love is too complicated. Or maybe I just can't handle it. It's not that I'm in a relationship, it's just that I want to be in one so much that it's driving me insane. Eric doesn't care about girls, he cares about Red Hot Chili Peppers and Alex Falbo the amazing drummer of our school. I don't think he's gay either xD I can't stand being anywhere around him without feeling those sharp pangs at my heart, and I can't stand to be away from him because then he's all I think about. I don't know what to do at all o.o I feel lovesick :3
And then there's this reeeeeeeally hot guy who I always see on the way to my history class, and even though he's in our grade, I've heard he's a huge pothead. I don't care he's fucking gorgeous xD
I really want a job or something, because being bored or sitting back this summer is not an option. I want to do something with my life, and I want it to change.
I finally gave into worldpeerpressure and got a myspace. here's a linky to what I have so far: (because right now it's a total noob myspace) http://www.myspace.com/ravensfyre
lmao and being me I have no idea how to make that a link, so just deal with it for now. Myspace is fun! :DDDD
I don't think I'm gonna make any new costumes for Otakon.. maybe Namine's white dress, but that's simple. I was thinking of just making the Oblivion/Oathkeeper keyblade combo for Kairi.. only, because KH2 came out and like a million people are gonna cosplay her, it will probably look like I'm just another poserKairi, and that wouldn't be cool because I totally made my costume before the game came out here in the states, so I should have the right to say I made mine first. :DD
Excited for Otakon? I guess I am.. I'm more excited to get that glowsticking.com dvd so I can actually learn how to glowstick/string.. instead of always talking about it. I really want to be good at something like that, because right now I feel absolutely worthless at everything.