I had to work friday evening and half of the night again. Since there is some crazy person in malmo who have shot 15 people the last few weeks. It felt really scary to bike to work and home. I saw serveral police cars passing me by on both ways. I felt the Ladies presence very strong all the way. So i wasnt that scared. Just worried that I wouldnt ( Read more... )

I have an internship that I feel is morally wrong for me to work with. I may get a payed job there, it is pretty well paid, 16$ an hour.  I hate the job, it iso boring, but then again I dislike most jobs that isnt art or what I wanna do work with. The only positive thing about this job is that I dont work many hours, it wouldnt be more then 25-30 ( Read more... )

I am so grateful that this emotional intense period is coming to an end. I am have been drawing and painting alot. pouring out all my anxiety, inner pain and anger. It has been hard for me to express it in healthy way like painting it. And letting go of old outworn stuff, destructive, negative patterns, which I actually been working with last year ( Read more... )

Last week I felt so depressed I cried a lot, I felt so alone on my side of the world. Most of all I missed my connections with Her my Goddesses.This week I have been very focused sorting out things, both what I don´t need and stuff that I do use but just lie around. I try to be more organized. I am also doing a lot cardio exercises and situps. And ( Read more... )