The past weeks have been very intense, I have been working a lot on my art, about 8-14 hours a day. It will keep on that track until I get a job then I have to reduce the art, it will like 14 hours a week then. When I have painted the gods I have felt Their presence, and issues I have had with them have been cleared. It was from Freya and Cernunnus that I felt strongest connection from those times. Not so strange since I have had a lot of thoughts, issues, illusions about them, so nice to see Them as they are. They are also they who have asked me to do paintings for them. Other then that it is mostly Artemis and Morgana I have work with when it comes to my art. I feel guided, inspired with my art. I am able to see the mistakes in my art, take critisim without being devastated. Below are links to a few fantasy gallerys were I want to have my art, some of them I have joined and put up a few paintings. I need to get better before can be qualified for some of them. But that is ok, I want to wait until I am better before put up my art there anyway.
http://fantasygalleryart.com/index.htmlhttp://www.fantasy-artists.co.uk/fantasy-artists.shtmlhttp://www.epilogue.net/art/http://morgaine-nightshade.deviantart.com/http://www.fantasyartists.org/MorganaNightshade The enviromental art I will do one day is from nature products I will gather then make paint off, like berries, carrots, plants. I wanted to do animals and endangered places in art but it wasnt so effective according to the Gods, there are photos, and better ways to give the messeage about animal cruelty and enviromental issues then my art. I felt discouraged about this for awhile, cause I really wanted to use my art on that. I have accepted it now and I actually feel liberated. I can focus on my fantasy art career. Í will care for the animals and enviroment in other activist projects, as well as the magic, healing protection I send regulary to the earth and endangered spieces. I am so happy and grateful that The Morrigan let me do what I want, it is so much easier to do what She demands then, lol. I am so happy and grateful that both Artemis and Morgana is helping me with my art. Perhaps cinderella will go to prom(for me get a succesful art career) after all.
In a way I live an ideal hermit priestess witch life, devoted to The Goddesses, doing my magic, rituals. Work with herbs, stones, do herbal medication, beauty products when I can. I can paint and draw all day and night. Be outside in the nice weather. Hike and do yoga. I can chatt with my friends on the messenger. All that is missing is money. I am sure I will get a job soon. It was just a bit funny when I realized I was already living as a witch / priestess devoted the Goddess and being an artist already. That my goal I was striving for, but it was long time since I felt this ok with life, The Goddesses and my path. Ok I just did a moon ritual, and magic so that is why I may feel a bit more cheerful and exited then usual.