Christmas
I went to my mums house at the christmas eve morning. I stayed until the evening on christmas day. I ate a lot and watched tv hang out with my mum and sister. It was very nice although I had a bit too much anxiety so I took so much valerian pills that but I couldn´t walk outside for hours, but hey is it better than having anxiety attacks and crying for no reason. My sister was tensed and restless cause she is moving into a new apartment. And are looking for furnitures. My mum and I will help her settle in. I was asked if I could bake bread and nutty fudge pies for her. I said sure why not. I drank a lot of tea that is good for my liver and digestions so all the candy and sweets I have been eaten won´t be too hard for my body, cause those candies and nougat I love the most are what is the worst for my body. But this year I didn´t get sick atleast.
I got a drawing set with all kinds of sketchpens also colored pens, an artbook with problems and solutions for paintings and drawings YAAAY, An Art Theraphy set, a book with how you can easily draw and paint fantasy and imagination figures from ordinary beings. Great stuff, I feel so inspired to draw and paint. a gift card for 15 $, scented candles with rose and lavendar. a dress, I also got towels and rugmat. And a toilet brush that felt offending but I was so happy over my art stuff that I couldn´t careless actually. I know my family thinks I spend to much on my art and herbs. But it is my life, and we do get money before christmas so we can buy what we want as gifts, but this year my mum didn´t want that so that is why I got the tovels, rugmat and toiletbrush. I will buy clothes for my birthday money instead, if I can convince my my mum I nneed more of something else, that has a meaning for me. Everyone can´t be like my mum and sister that only buy clothes or stuff to the apartment. all the time, what a waiste.
Yesterday my sister talked a lot about dieting and exercising. A bit silly actually talking about that when are eating candy and chokolate, cookies. I gave Pontus The cat exiting toys we played with it for hours, he run around played with it himself as well. It was ghreat to see him so happy and energetic.
Today I am home drawing and painting. Of course I could have done that at my mums house but at times they dislike it a lot and it is hard to concentrate while they are talking.
I got a drawing set with all kinds of sketchpens also colored pens, an artbook with problems and solutions for paintings and drawings YAAAY, An Art Theraphy set, a book with how you can easily draw and paint fantasy and imagination figures from ordinary beings. Great stuff, I feel so inspired to draw and paint. a gift card for 15 $, scented candles with rose and lavendar. a dress, I also got towels and rugmat. And a toilet brush that felt offending but I was so happy over my art stuff that I couldn´t careless actually. I know my family thinks I spend to much on my art and herbs. But it is my life, and we do get money before christmas so we can buy what we want as gifts, but this year my mum didn´t want that so that is why I got the tovels, rugmat and toiletbrush. I will buy clothes for my birthday money instead, if I can convince my my mum I nneed more of something else, that has a meaning for me. Everyone can´t be like my mum and sister that only buy clothes or stuff to the apartment. all the time, what a waiste.
Yesterday my sister talked a lot about dieting and exercising. A bit silly actually talking about that when are eating candy and chokolate, cookies. I gave Pontus The cat exiting toys we played with it for hours, he run around played with it himself as well. It was ghreat to see him so happy and energetic.
Today I am home drawing and painting. Of course I could have done that at my mums house but at times they dislike it a lot and it is hard to concentrate while they are talking.