Dec 03, 2009 22:50
I had to have my little girl put to sleep today. In the end, the best they could do would be a lot of drugs that might give her a few months, but then she'd be right back where she is. The best thing for me, for her was to let her go.
But fuck, I'm miserable right now.
*goes to find shiny distractions*
ETA: Before I forget, thanks to everyone who sent well wishes, but I'm disabling comments on this post 'cause, yeah, can't deal with that right now...
misery has my company,
pets,
blah,
fuming,
rage