A Steel Beast Called America
i am the worlds biggest loser. look at me, and laugh. i had fun though. it was meant just as a harmless joke between me and a friend that turned serious in the end. it was alot of fun though, and everyone has to admit it.
i'm in love with a band called Temper Temper! fucking awesome. Also been listening to alot of The Plot to Blow Up The Eiffel Tower. They sound so much like Black Eyes, it's coo'.
me and christine are over. and this time, i'm pretty damn sure it's for good. some harsh words were exchanged between me and her, and yeah, it was no good. for some odd fucking reason she thinks i'm a slut, and that all i'm about is sex. if all i'm about is sex, then why was i with you for so long when you NEVER gave me any sex? and if i was a slut, dont you think i wouldve cheated on you on a regular basis BECAUSE you never gave me sex? think about it, seriously.
I've only slept with 2 guys, and 4 girls, so how does that classify me as a slut? and all those people i slept with i was either in a very serious relationship with them, OR it was just friends helping each other out. i really dont enjoy being called a slut, especially when i know i'm not.
Slut, whore, psycho, cunt, bitch, loser...man the list of names i was called today goes on. i called her tons of names though too, so i guess i deserve it in a way. but still, none of those words really describe me...i mean maybe i have made a few too many mistakes, but does that mean that i'm a fucking loser? i guess so. i sure as hell feel like one right now. all i want to do is curl up in my bed, cuddle with my bong, and get reaaaaaaaaally fucking stoned. hopefully i can do that. i mean seriously, i REALLY hope i can do that.
i met a cool girl today though...her name is Jessica. She reminded me of christine's lame friend mary, but jessica definatly wasnt lame. nice girl, really good sense of humor, nice style AND good taste in music. And she's younger then me...the last time i ever dated someone younger then me was when i was in highschool and i was dating candace. HAH why am i talking about dating? this chick jessica is probably straight anyway, she just flirted a little. but who doesnt flirt now a days?
i think i'm going to finish this LJ entry. bad day, probably going to get even worse. but oh fucking well.
PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBO DA BIMBO!