Who knows anymore...
I have finally officially graduated from college, my repeated begging and pleading with my math professor seems to have worked. Now to join the um-teen hundred other unemployed college graduates. Joy.
I have moved out of Oswego, my car had died and am currently without transportation, and i'm missing the people i tend to rely on the most. This past few days I was up visiting Oz and working in my studio. I finally have made headway with a piece I've set aside for over a year. about 1/4 done with it so far. Working title is "conversation with an earthworm" I'm hoping get back up to Oz in the next two weeks for at least 3 days so i can lock myself in my studio and work for a while, 6hrs wasn't enough.
Currently I am sitting at my desk surrounded by three dogs, Mushi and my mother's two dogs, Scout and Sadie. Just finished sending out a responce email that i received offering me a job in a photo studio near Utica. If i get the job i will have to move but it would get me back out of my parents house and give them the incentive to help me figure out a vehicle situation. As of right now i can't even get a crap summer job in town due to transportation. Ah well. I've flooded the internet with my resume and portfolio. I'm looking into moving out west, Oregon or Washington. I'm also open to doing freelance work, so I'm just going with the flow of life right now. Why force things to happen when it just stresses me out.
The only weird thing is after being gone for 6 years I'm pretty sure my parents don't know who i am anymore. They don't know how to handle it when I'm not afraid to turn around and snap at them for screwing me over. I've declared my younger brother dead to me due to finally having enough of his crap. He's just a bad seed. I'm focusing on myself rather than trying to make everyone happy. I have another family back in Oz and knowing that complete strangers have offered to drive 3-6hrs to defend me is really nice. I'm hurt my own family won't do that for me... but who needs them. I am the most important person in my life right now.
So that's where I am. Enjoy. Catch me if you can.