Get two cases of Mike and Ikes, a bible and a cage. Wait it out
It is just getting sad now. Last night I went to bed by midnight. MIDNIGHT! That is just...sad! Lack of RPG is forcing me to go to bed at a reasonable hour and that is unacceptable.
There is also the fact that this whole week feels like it's moving at super slow speed. I would give anything right now for it to be friday and for me to have off for the weekend. I need to not have any responsiblity for a couple days. This week has just been horrible and it's really all from one person. I'm not allowed to go into details but I just really hope I don't turn into some bitter lonely woman that feels a need to cause drama and lie to get attention. I have never hated my job because of the people I see before. This is the first time I am wondering is it really worth it. Logic kicks in though and says that yes a paycheck and benefits is worth it. Especially the benefits. 6 months of no health insurance was scary.
I've been writing this entry since 9am this morning it's now 2pm apparently today was a busy day and now I have to go out.
There is also the fact that this whole week feels like it's moving at super slow speed. I would give anything right now for it to be friday and for me to have off for the weekend. I need to not have any responsiblity for a couple days. This week has just been horrible and it's really all from one person. I'm not allowed to go into details but I just really hope I don't turn into some bitter lonely woman that feels a need to cause drama and lie to get attention. I have never hated my job because of the people I see before. This is the first time I am wondering is it really worth it. Logic kicks in though and says that yes a paycheck and benefits is worth it. Especially the benefits. 6 months of no health insurance was scary.
I've been writing this entry since 9am this morning it's now 2pm apparently today was a busy day and now I have to go out.