May 02, 2005 05:15
So I haven't been able to sleep all night. I have class in...31/2 hours. There are few things that keep nagging away at me. I could sit here for hours and be occupied trying not to think about them and thinking about them anyway. I miss three people right now, and I only want to miss one of them. I wish I wouldn't think of the other two as much as I do. I'll just think about Lilly, yeah, I miss her more than anything. :( She'd make me feel better. Not that I actually feel bad. Just...off. I am so unproductive it helarious. HA HA HA. I'm just rolling wih laughter. Eh, I'll make up for my lost time by not sleeping, that won't create a chain into a bad cycle.
Wanting will be the death of me if I let it. There's always something to want and want and want. I'm sick of wanting.
I'm done wanting.
Man, I just keep cracking myself up tonight.
I think I'll grab a cup of Joe once the sun comes up.