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I have decided things will be good from now on. It's not that they won't be occasionally bad too, but they will definitely be good. I feel like I might be getting that lost spark back. Every once in a while I loose my spark and it worries me, because I love my spark. It makes me manic and crazy but I love it. I get that feeling you get in a movie when someone's driving to where they need to drive because they've figured something out and they get this slight smile on their face and the camera zooms out and it's just moving movie music.
Sometimes I want to take something to get my lows to go away but I know it'll take my highs with it, and I get those more anyway so it's not worth it. Plus, I love my highs, obviously. Even if I get both for no reason, I don't care. The reason is that I am who I am and I love it. At least right now.
I want yummy green olives stuffed with feta cheese. mouth is watering thinking about it.
Sometimes I want to take something to get my lows to go away but I know it'll take my highs with it, and I get those more anyway so it's not worth it. Plus, I love my highs, obviously. Even if I get both for no reason, I don't care. The reason is that I am who I am and I love it. At least right now.
I want yummy green olives stuffed with feta cheese. mouth is watering thinking about it.