I think God called in sick today
*sigh*
At school, we (seniors) had to go to this "protecting God's children" thing, which should have been called "don't get molested by your close friends and relations and/or priests"
we all got split into groups and the group I got put in was in the chorale room, which I've never been in before. its has these wide steps which are were the seats are.
when I walked down them - and I still can't quite figure out how it happened - I stepped off one step and somehow my ankle twisted around and I landed, full force, on the lateral side of my ankle. then I fell down. FUCK IT HURT!!! now its swollen like three times its size and I can't really walk on it or move it too well.
aaaaaand my mom won't take me to a doctor, or the hospital, and I guess I understand. I mean, WebMD pretty much told me how to put the ACE bandage on properly and she's gonna get it while she's out. I was actually really upset before. I kindof hate myself. I feel like its such a stupid thing I did, I just stepped funny and now my ankle's all fucked up! and it hurts soooooo much!
its always like, I have something I'm looking forward to and then something happens that would prevent me from doing it. I was going to go to pilates and see Anabel and have pie today and Friday me and Lauren have plans to go out. I've decided I'm going, though. I'm going to school the next two days and I'm going out Friday night - Fuck 'em all! Fuck my ankle! Fuck my pain!
this is gonna hurt.
At school, we (seniors) had to go to this "protecting God's children" thing, which should have been called "don't get molested by your close friends and relations and/or priests"
we all got split into groups and the group I got put in was in the chorale room, which I've never been in before. its has these wide steps which are were the seats are.
when I walked down them - and I still can't quite figure out how it happened - I stepped off one step and somehow my ankle twisted around and I landed, full force, on the lateral side of my ankle. then I fell down. FUCK IT HURT!!! now its swollen like three times its size and I can't really walk on it or move it too well.
aaaaaand my mom won't take me to a doctor, or the hospital, and I guess I understand. I mean, WebMD pretty much told me how to put the ACE bandage on properly and she's gonna get it while she's out. I was actually really upset before. I kindof hate myself. I feel like its such a stupid thing I did, I just stepped funny and now my ankle's all fucked up! and it hurts soooooo much!
its always like, I have something I'm looking forward to and then something happens that would prevent me from doing it. I was going to go to pilates and see Anabel and have pie today and Friday me and Lauren have plans to go out. I've decided I'm going, though. I'm going to school the next two days and I'm going out Friday night - Fuck 'em all! Fuck my ankle! Fuck my pain!
this is gonna hurt.