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I'M GOING TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
Holy fuck! Its insane. It hasn't sunk in yet. I don't even believe it but AAAHHHHHHH!!!! I'm going to see MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIVE in concert!!!
I don't care if we're not on the floor. I don't care if we're somewhat far from the stage. I'm just happy to be there, really there for once! and I'm going with Stephanie and I'm SO EXCITED. and I think once it really hits me that like I AM GOING, I'm gonna be way over the top.
My mom put me through hell though. oy to the vey! My Nana made her all upset and pissed off and then I was trying to remind her about calling Stephanie's mom, which she insisted she had to do before she'd say yes or no, and then my mom was like "well, maybe I'll just say no and be done with it. maybe its just not meant to be" and I totally collapsed and I was like "what?! what doesn that mean? its not meant to be, what do you mean?" and then she was like "maybe I just don't want you to go" So then I totally fell to pieces, like you wouldn't believe, because I spend waaaaay more time at our house with Nana than my mom does, and I listen to all the shit she says about the house and my "incompetent" parents, and I'm expected to put up with it, but then my mom has to deal with it and suddenly she can't handle it, but I should be able to? and I'm stressed out with finals and such, so there's no reason for her to take her anger out on me. So I was just upset, but then my dad calmed me down a bit and she called Stephanie's mom and talked to her. and now we're going. I think it will be nice once my mom gets through menopause. calmer, we can only hope.
On the more sobering side of life, I'm totally having Queer As Folk withdrawl! I never got the see the end of Season4!! and Jessica's leaving to go back to school before we'll get a chance to finish!! I'm so upset! Not only because I'm DYING to know what happens, but also because I'm not going to see her for awhile and I'm really really going to miss her! Jessica is one of the few people I feel totally comfortable with, even with all my eccentricities and oddness I know she's not judging me even when she doesn't totally get me.
All the same, I'm fucking going to see My Chemical Romance!!!
eeeep!
Finals almost over, I can't wait. One more day. One more day. Going to K College tomorrow night to go to classes with Laura on Friday. Should be interesting. Considering my options. Got an Honors Scholarship from K. Still more $$ than UofM. I'm OK. You're OK. Or something like that.
Holy fuck! Its insane. It hasn't sunk in yet. I don't even believe it but AAAHHHHHHH!!!! I'm going to see MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIVE in concert!!!
I don't care if we're not on the floor. I don't care if we're somewhat far from the stage. I'm just happy to be there, really there for once! and I'm going with Stephanie and I'm SO EXCITED. and I think once it really hits me that like I AM GOING, I'm gonna be way over the top.
My mom put me through hell though. oy to the vey! My Nana made her all upset and pissed off and then I was trying to remind her about calling Stephanie's mom, which she insisted she had to do before she'd say yes or no, and then my mom was like "well, maybe I'll just say no and be done with it. maybe its just not meant to be" and I totally collapsed and I was like "what?! what doesn that mean? its not meant to be, what do you mean?" and then she was like "maybe I just don't want you to go" So then I totally fell to pieces, like you wouldn't believe, because I spend waaaaay more time at our house with Nana than my mom does, and I listen to all the shit she says about the house and my "incompetent" parents, and I'm expected to put up with it, but then my mom has to deal with it and suddenly she can't handle it, but I should be able to? and I'm stressed out with finals and such, so there's no reason for her to take her anger out on me. So I was just upset, but then my dad calmed me down a bit and she called Stephanie's mom and talked to her. and now we're going. I think it will be nice once my mom gets through menopause. calmer, we can only hope.
On the more sobering side of life, I'm totally having Queer As Folk withdrawl! I never got the see the end of Season4!! and Jessica's leaving to go back to school before we'll get a chance to finish!! I'm so upset! Not only because I'm DYING to know what happens, but also because I'm not going to see her for awhile and I'm really really going to miss her! Jessica is one of the few people I feel totally comfortable with, even with all my eccentricities and oddness I know she's not judging me even when she doesn't totally get me.
All the same, I'm fucking going to see My Chemical Romance!!!
eeeep!
Finals almost over, I can't wait. One more day. One more day. Going to K College tomorrow night to go to classes with Laura on Friday. Should be interesting. Considering my options. Got an Honors Scholarship from K. Still more $$ than UofM. I'm OK. You're OK. Or something like that.