Please let me know if anyone's out there...

[ravenmercan]

It's been quite a while since I've updated with anything other than little stupid things that I've taken from others. Today, I needed to vent and ended up writing a new poem. If all goes well on friday, it will be a VERY long time before I can post again, so please let me know if anyone's listening. I could use the encouragement and support.

To all of my friends, I love you all very much and hope to hear from you while I'm at boot. And to my dearest Daniela, I love you more than life itself, and I hope I will have you to come back to.

Anywho, here's my poem. Enjoy.


Dry My Tears

My body’s aching, my head is throbbing,
Please not this. Not today.
The stress is already hitting so hard
It’s coming from every way.
Marines is so close, an ex that’s come back.
And topping it off, is a fight.
I really don’t know how much more I can take,
The tears already blur my sight.
I fear I can’t take it, that I’m not strong enough
One more step and I’ll fall.
Someone please take it, take it away
Get me away from it all.
Please help me survive this time of trial
Too much more and I fear I’ll be dead.
I have so much I love, to keep living for
I want all this pain out of my head
Someone please hold me while I sit here and cry
Then dry all these tears that I’ve shed.
Make me forget, if just for a while,
All of these things that I dread.