in rainbows... i wish
holy CRAP am i filled with food. what's the use of toiling away at boot camp classes if i'm just gonna stuff my face the next day? at least i know this weekend i won't be gorging, besides a stop at an Aussie restaurant in San Diego. I want a skinny flat white, dammit!
Dance and I went to Luna Park for lunch today because I'm constantly writing about celebs going there, and the food always sounds good. Well holy GOD i didn't know there'd be so much of it, or my stomach sure got small. For a $16 prix fix lunch (dance had the same thing, so we split the appetizers and desserts, but STILL, they were huge full portions), i ate the following:
walnut/gorgonzola salad
cheese fondue with bread and apple slices
four grilled cheese slices
cup of tomato soup
another salad
creme brullee
almond cookie
make-your-own smores
by the end of the meal i thought i was gonna throw up. i couldn't even finish half my grilled cheese offering, and TONS of smorey goodness was left undevoured because i was going to vomit. SO MUCH FOOD. i will not be having dinner tonight. unless its yet more leftover grilled cheese.
seriously... more boot camp tonight? i need it. i can't just hit 30 lbs and then be all "hooray, i can eat like a fatty again", cause i can't. 20 more lbs to go in 2008!
Radiohead and Flight of the Conchords go on sale tomorrow at 10am. Both will ultimately sell out - both presales today sold out in minutes. This is the bad part of being a fan, the chance that you won't get tickets cause you're competing with tons of people, all at the same time. I'm getting 2 Radiohead tickets cause i sincerely doubt i'll have a problem pawning the other one off on someone. Every person on the planet is a giant Radiohead fan. Including rave-boy.... rave-boy who wanted to see me again but never called me back. How does he intend to see me if he doesn't return my call? I'm trying to move on, people, it's hard when you have about 20 photos of yourself, looking hot, might i add, making out with love-at-first-sight boy, replaying an entire evening's worth of romance over and over in your head? Particuarly when no one else is taking your bait?
I love how I lose 30 lbs and nothing has changed. I knew it was never about the weight. A guy who didn't like me at 186 isn't going to fall head over heels if i'm 156. They're all self involved jerks at any weight I am.