Wall
Well, my weekend sucked. I went camping with my brother and his friends and all then did was smoke weed and drink. You know saying no over and over again was so hard. I just wanted my brother back. We went canoeing and he threatened me the whole way because I didn't see a point and stopping to smoke a joint with them. Then his friends left him with me and I just wasn't going quick enough and fast enough.
He has 29 days to prove he can stay clean or he's out of our house, our family, and our lives. He blames me for him smoking but I tried so hard to be like he wanted, it didn't work. I have a new rule. I'm going to care for myself and no one else. There's a wall and if you can get over it you're doing better then I thought. Being alone is so much easier then being with peoploe.
"People are supposed to fear he unknown, but ignorance is a bliss when knowledge is so damn frightening." - Anita in The Laughing Corpse
He has 29 days to prove he can stay clean or he's out of our house, our family, and our lives. He blames me for him smoking but I tried so hard to be like he wanted, it didn't work. I have a new rule. I'm going to care for myself and no one else. There's a wall and if you can get over it you're doing better then I thought. Being alone is so much easier then being with peoploe.
"People are supposed to fear he unknown, but ignorance is a bliss when knowledge is so damn frightening." - Anita in The Laughing Corpse