my personal hell
for the past month or better i've woken in pain from one end to the other all the way to the bone , as if being ripped apart from the inside day after day moment after moment as all poisons ever in me flow painfully out , as a hunger grows to know the truth of what and who i am the pain i'll endure reguardless i know its necessary to wake once more but the questions are often as painful, learning who i am and was and will be and only knowing the journey requires pain more then i've ever endured before and i say bring it i'm tired of waiting to find out what all this means and how who i was impacts the future