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as i sit by the window
and look out i wonder where you are
if you care at all what you left me in,
if you care that what you done scarred me
i watch everyone move on, lead new lives
but i just cant, i cant leave you behind,
its something im gonna have to deal with
leaving memories behind that i wanted to keep new
if only, you'd see..memories aren't enough
woah...hehe emo poem moment.nah just thought id ramble, ive spent a lot of money on dvds in the last few weeks as well as cds, all worth the money of course, especially house of a thousand corspes, it was the first time id seen that having seen the 2nd one, The Devils Rejects, such a cool movie, really funny, something you have to have a sick sense of humour to like..as i do have! =] i also keep having a weird reoccuring dream that im able to remember for the first hour i wake up then it gets kinda lost in my mind with everything else.
ive interpretted it that it means theres something in my life that just wont go away, something thats still dogging me, that thing, is something i dont actually know.maybe ill know soon.sure everyone has weird dreams but ive never had a reoccuring one, kinda freaky! so far i have stuck to my near years resolutions and stretched one a little cus i had to! :P so yay for me i never make resolutions and stick to them, guess theres a chance i can do something and stick to it.
ahhh coursework! i have Psyc to do which i haven't started, really makes you rethink all the times u had nothing to do and probably could have carried it out, but you were to busy wasting time doing stupid stuff like watching tv or sitting chatting online lol damn if only you could change time.in more positive note, i dont have sociology coursework to do, but i do have a really hard paper to do for it! =S looks really difficult and its on stuff we aint heard of or learned yet but i suppose coursework really isn't my thing. such a relief that tests are finally over and able to relax and back to you..know..doing nothing! =D
guess ive really opened my eyes and saw what was staring right in front of me.thankfully ive realised what i needed to do.i was thinking maybe i needa get a job, but im hardly able to concentrate on studying without a job, i dont think it'd be easier with a job! totally obssessed with movies now lol and im feeling pretty okay, wonder how long this can last? woohoo roll on half term! =]
just remember..if he catches you looking, he was looking too! ;) xo
and look out i wonder where you are
if you care at all what you left me in,
if you care that what you done scarred me
i watch everyone move on, lead new lives
but i just cant, i cant leave you behind,
its something im gonna have to deal with
leaving memories behind that i wanted to keep new
if only, you'd see..memories aren't enough
woah...hehe emo poem moment.nah just thought id ramble, ive spent a lot of money on dvds in the last few weeks as well as cds, all worth the money of course, especially house of a thousand corspes, it was the first time id seen that having seen the 2nd one, The Devils Rejects, such a cool movie, really funny, something you have to have a sick sense of humour to like..as i do have! =] i also keep having a weird reoccuring dream that im able to remember for the first hour i wake up then it gets kinda lost in my mind with everything else.
ive interpretted it that it means theres something in my life that just wont go away, something thats still dogging me, that thing, is something i dont actually know.maybe ill know soon.sure everyone has weird dreams but ive never had a reoccuring one, kinda freaky! so far i have stuck to my near years resolutions and stretched one a little cus i had to! :P so yay for me i never make resolutions and stick to them, guess theres a chance i can do something and stick to it.
ahhh coursework! i have Psyc to do which i haven't started, really makes you rethink all the times u had nothing to do and probably could have carried it out, but you were to busy wasting time doing stupid stuff like watching tv or sitting chatting online lol damn if only you could change time.in more positive note, i dont have sociology coursework to do, but i do have a really hard paper to do for it! =S looks really difficult and its on stuff we aint heard of or learned yet but i suppose coursework really isn't my thing. such a relief that tests are finally over and able to relax and back to you..know..doing nothing! =D
guess ive really opened my eyes and saw what was staring right in front of me.thankfully ive realised what i needed to do.i was thinking maybe i needa get a job, but im hardly able to concentrate on studying without a job, i dont think it'd be easier with a job! totally obssessed with movies now lol and im feeling pretty okay, wonder how long this can last? woohoo roll on half term! =]
just remember..if he catches you looking, he was looking too! ;) xo