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I didn't take the test. I wussed out, I'm not taking it. I've disappointed...me, my parents, my teacher who I haven't even met yet, so many other people...
Why can't I ever keep promises I make to myself? Why does it seem like I always fall short of what I want to do? I don't know why I bother setting goals. I don't reach them.
I don't even belong here. This school could use someone else in my position. For all the people who didn't make it into Gustavus when I did, I'm sorry.
Maybe I should just take a year off. Or transfer. Something.
Why can't I ever keep promises I make to myself? Why does it seem like I always fall short of what I want to do? I don't know why I bother setting goals. I don't reach them.
I don't even belong here. This school could use someone else in my position. For all the people who didn't make it into Gustavus when I did, I'm sorry.
Maybe I should just take a year off. Or transfer. Something.