I haven't gotten any sleep at all. I'm just... scared worried terrified
I don't think
this covers anything about Friday. And I think my heart broke just a little. I don't think anything can explain the way I feel right now. Everything is just wrong. I couldn't even smile at the stupid Christmas trees with their stupid quotes.
And if anyone happens to see the third year I shook unnecessarily while I was looking for Su, tell her how sorry I am? Or, if I did that to you, I'm sorry.
If you need me, I'll be in my room, systematically tearing my hair out.