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yup hospitol called today said I have to go for blood work. nope not going! I hate going to there. my arms cleaned up nicely though. Work sucks ass so much though i mean litteraly I can't wait for this summer to come when i move back to toronto. and get ready to go to school its so exciting.
so any way ryan came home some time last week with some fucking needles from a clean needle thing from the hospitol and began shooting up infront of me I freaked out at him then apparently procedded to let him shoot me up. oh man I miss those highs. their way to good I told him afterwards not to bring it home ever again. also I gots some horrible news the last week some time. apparently I am preggers but I am dealing with it. on monday. no one wants a cracked out baby any way. i deffiantly wont. I mean I don't want kids. life fucking stinks. oh well it will all be better reall soon.
so any way ryan came home some time last week with some fucking needles from a clean needle thing from the hospitol and began shooting up infront of me I freaked out at him then apparently procedded to let him shoot me up. oh man I miss those highs. their way to good I told him afterwards not to bring it home ever again. also I gots some horrible news the last week some time. apparently I am preggers but I am dealing with it. on monday. no one wants a cracked out baby any way. i deffiantly wont. I mean I don't want kids. life fucking stinks. oh well it will all be better reall soon.