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Oh god, I feel like a horrible, disgusting capitalist pig. At first this birthday-week was fun, but now I & my room are bloated with merchandise and I am not allowing myself to spend another cent until DragonCon in September. Ugh.
But I will attempt to get over the guilt and just enjoy what I have. Which is a lot. Including the first disc of Wolf's Rain, which I've been wanting to see again forever and ever, so I'm happy. I am. Really.
The thought of college is terrifying and I wish school would start back so I could take my mind off it for oh, say, 2 seconds. I would gladly do trigonometry homework if it would make me sleep better.
My best friend owlmaid stayed over for the weekend. Handed her back over to her family today. Parting with her always makes me feel really weird and listless and vaguely unhappy. But at least I'm not on the other side of the country from her now. That's good. Better. The feeling's not really so bad as it used to be, since we're close enough for relatively spontaneous visits. This too shall pass, etc etc ad nauseum.
Am reading Dresden Files 7, Dead Beat. Every time I stop reading Dresden I forget how good it is. All hail Jim Butcher. He is my hero.
Going to go stare at the television for a while now.
-rave
But I will attempt to get over the guilt and just enjoy what I have. Which is a lot. Including the first disc of Wolf's Rain, which I've been wanting to see again forever and ever, so I'm happy. I am. Really.
The thought of college is terrifying and I wish school would start back so I could take my mind off it for oh, say, 2 seconds. I would gladly do trigonometry homework if it would make me sleep better.
My best friend owlmaid stayed over for the weekend. Handed her back over to her family today. Parting with her always makes me feel really weird and listless and vaguely unhappy. But at least I'm not on the other side of the country from her now. That's good. Better. The feeling's not really so bad as it used to be, since we're close enough for relatively spontaneous visits. This too shall pass, etc etc ad nauseum.
Am reading Dresden Files 7, Dead Beat. Every time I stop reading Dresden I forget how good it is. All hail Jim Butcher. He is my hero.
Going to go stare at the television for a while now.
-rave