Time is of no consequence only life...
I fail a thousand times a day on my one most important purpose in this world, But every morning I wake with a renewed hope that I can be simply happy. I trust in my faith that I can achieve my greatest wish. All I want is to be happy and help those I touch to find their own joy. That is my purpose. To love unconditionally with no envy, hate, or lust in my heart will to me be obtaining greatness long forgotten and a peace I desire. But to able to become happy I must let go of someone I love. I have already made a choice. I am letting go and once I do I can never go back. This must be no contact and no knowledge. Kind of a clean slate. Because if I don't then everytime I hear that voice I will feel the sorrow of loss. I must erase everything. I must erase him.
I have done many things in my life that I am not proud of, but I also know how to forgive myself and others and simply move on. A certain person seems to be able to not do so. And with that clog in their heart they will never understand happiness and never be able to love someone as selfless as a person should always be loved. Specially your own son. I won't mention names for I am not cruel like you seem to want to be. But not long ago, I recieved a nice foward that said things like 'I know life is hard for everyone but God is with you every step of the way'. So I decided since is was so beautiful to forward it to everyone in my e-mail adress book. Not realizing that this person was still on there. In return I recieved am e-mail with just a number. This number was meant to insult and injure, and it succeed. It hurt that someone would be so cruel. But at the sametime, I felt pity for her. Because it was immature for a woman full grown with full grown kids and a life she should be thanking God she has instead takes every moment for granted. I also pity your child for you will not nurture him to become his own person, but will pull strings to manipulate and work on his pure love for you to achieve your own purpose. Newsflash, you are hurting him!
As for him, I would love for him to find his way in this world and become a great man. Great men are not politicians, lawyers, those who do what daddy wants all the time etc...Great man are the ones that value themselves, life, and others. Great man are the ones who reside in humility, acknowledge their weakness, yield to their purpose, be selfless and unprejudiced in their believe in love.
This will be the last entire I will make of those people ever because after this weekend I will make myself forget. Although I will be honest part of me wants to hate, but it didn't win this time. All I can do is wish you the best in life and that it was true for me...I did honestly love you.
I have done many things in my life that I am not proud of, but I also know how to forgive myself and others and simply move on. A certain person seems to be able to not do so. And with that clog in their heart they will never understand happiness and never be able to love someone as selfless as a person should always be loved. Specially your own son. I won't mention names for I am not cruel like you seem to want to be. But not long ago, I recieved a nice foward that said things like 'I know life is hard for everyone but God is with you every step of the way'. So I decided since is was so beautiful to forward it to everyone in my e-mail adress book. Not realizing that this person was still on there. In return I recieved am e-mail with just a number. This number was meant to insult and injure, and it succeed. It hurt that someone would be so cruel. But at the sametime, I felt pity for her. Because it was immature for a woman full grown with full grown kids and a life she should be thanking God she has instead takes every moment for granted. I also pity your child for you will not nurture him to become his own person, but will pull strings to manipulate and work on his pure love for you to achieve your own purpose. Newsflash, you are hurting him!
As for him, I would love for him to find his way in this world and become a great man. Great men are not politicians, lawyers, those who do what daddy wants all the time etc...Great man are the ones that value themselves, life, and others. Great man are the ones who reside in humility, acknowledge their weakness, yield to their purpose, be selfless and unprejudiced in their believe in love.
This will be the last entire I will make of those people ever because after this weekend I will make myself forget. Although I will be honest part of me wants to hate, but it didn't win this time. All I can do is wish you the best in life and that it was true for me...I did honestly love you.