Mar 02, 2005 21:25
And in neverland anything is possible....
Maybe I can live in Paradise and live in reality as well...
Who knows?
Peter Pan may even decide to come down from the sky and stand beside me to face reality. But I do hope that (D) will take me every once in awhile (as much as possible) back to a land with mermaids and pirates. Maybe...just maybe he needed a Wendy. The strangest thing in this whole situation is that just when I gave up hope and became happy with myself again. I got a game, then im, then a call. He wants me back and is attempting to do everything in his power to make it happen...and lets face it he is Peter Pan with all his magic and that fucking smile that gets me everytime. I don't stand a chance. Romeo and Juliet didn't have it his hard. His family hates me and mine him. All our friends don't believe we should ever be together and we live in opposite sides of the country. But we by some miracle are making it work. It's not easy to be so far away but just to hear his voice every night before going to sleep makes me dream sweetly. I have a power in me stronger than angry mothers and selfish friends...I have hope. And it has survived though so much pain and torture that I finally accept that it can not be destroyed or erased. I have hope and I have all of me to give to someone. And if you ask Jo...I seem to be made out of sugar and spice and an abundance amount of strength. So for those who had ever felt hopeless and survived. For those who felt that blade across their wrist and felt distraught and survived. For those who spend hours in a bottle and survived. For those who are more unhappy in life than they ever felt before and survive. I promise you there is hope...for if there wasn't you would be dead already. Fight for every breath you take and every joyful moment granted to you for they are so worth the misery and pain. And maybe one day you will finally feel FREE for this world is not meant to be a cage but a home. Or you can just come with me....second star to the right and straight on till morning...to neverland.