Yaaaaaaa~y!
Nowaki says (14:35):
I told him that unplugging your net everytime isn't helping and that it only makes you angrier, and that if he wants you to go out, he should just buy you a pet. You'll have to walk it, so you'll have to go out at least twice everyday, feed it, clean after it... I convinced him that it'll be a good experience for you. He said I'm probably right and that he'll consider it
I feel like an idiot for thinking I'll have to mask things.
Yes, I wasn't as talkative as ever and she obviously noticed it, but she didn't demand any explanations or tried getting under my skin about this. (About some other things, though...)
Anyway, I had a wonderful day. And now that she mentioned that... ^______^v It's going to be a wonderful weekend, too. Woohoo! Am I really going to get a new pet? >w< ♥♥♥
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I've decided not to bother myself with this.
I'm trying to make a decision that's best for me and just... go with the flow.
This Tuesday, we meet the surgeon. The actual surgeon. The woman (!!!) that's going to do everything and all, and not the general chirurgeon I met last Wednesday. I'll see what happens then.
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I'm pretty determined. To just... be positive. And enjoy what I already have, and sure, be all >> << about what I don't, but not let it bother me too much.
Yesterday, for the first time in almost forever, I sat in the livingroom with Infidel, brother and his hookah, and... well. It was just nice, relaxing and watching a movie and laughing and being relatively happy.
So I'm super nervous about next week and starting to work, but I'm also very excited! Hey, I'm going to help people and distract myself with so many things at the same time. I won't have the time to feel miserable, which is awesome.
I'mma give it a try, and give it my all, and just... do what it takes to make it work.
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I want to write a really long entry for your birthday, but ;_; I don't want to mix it with this one. So, happy birthday, I love you, and please forgive me if I don't post it today. T_T;;;
<3
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To the one who sent me that Big Bear Hug. Thank you so so so much. v_v; I feel stupid for not knowing who it was but, it's your fault for sending it anonymously? ;~; (I kid, but! You must confess! O: ♥)
*huggles*
I told him that unplugging your net everytime isn't helping and that it only makes you angrier, and that if he wants you to go out, he should just buy you a pet. You'll have to walk it, so you'll have to go out at least twice everyday, feed it, clean after it... I convinced him that it'll be a good experience for you. He said I'm probably right and that he'll consider it
I feel like an idiot for thinking I'll have to mask things.
Yes, I wasn't as talkative as ever and she obviously noticed it, but she didn't demand any explanations or tried getting under my skin about this. (About some other things, though...)
Anyway, I had a wonderful day. And now that she mentioned that... ^______^v It's going to be a wonderful weekend, too. Woohoo! Am I really going to get a new pet? >w< ♥♥♥
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I've decided not to bother myself with this.
I'm trying to make a decision that's best for me and just... go with the flow.
This Tuesday, we meet the surgeon. The actual surgeon. The woman (!!!) that's going to do everything and all, and not the general chirurgeon I met last Wednesday. I'll see what happens then.
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I'm pretty determined. To just... be positive. And enjoy what I already have, and sure, be all >> << about what I don't, but not let it bother me too much.
Yesterday, for the first time in almost forever, I sat in the livingroom with Infidel, brother and his hookah, and... well. It was just nice, relaxing and watching a movie and laughing and being relatively happy.
So I'm super nervous about next week and starting to work, but I'm also very excited! Hey, I'm going to help people and distract myself with so many things at the same time. I won't have the time to feel miserable, which is awesome.
I'mma give it a try, and give it my all, and just... do what it takes to make it work.
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I want to write a really long entry for your birthday, but ;_; I don't want to mix it with this one. So, happy birthday, I love you, and please forgive me if I don't post it today. T_T;;;
<3
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To the one who sent me that Big Bear Hug. Thank you so so so much. v_v; I feel stupid for not knowing who it was but, it's your fault for sending it anonymously? ;~; (I kid, but! You must confess! O: ♥)
*huggles*