卒業
Hello!
It's been a long while~
I just stopped by to say I graduated yesterday.
I thought I'd write it here today. I remember writing a very overwhelmed entry when I got accepted in the graduate school so I thought I should write the end of that road here, too.
I finally got my master's degree. It was a long, disappointing, dragging road. I have disappointed my mentor a lot for being too slow on submitting drafts, for being too sulky and lazy, for having no confidence with my data, for having no motivation to move forward. But I finally cleared it. It took me too long but I cleared it.
I am not the happiest of happy because I don't feel like I deserve the degree, but I feel very grateful because of the people who helped and believed. I honestly don't know what would happen had everyone stopped believing in me, especially at a time when I already stopped believing myself. I apologize that it took me too long.
I don't know what will happen from now on. Will I continue on with research? I don't really know if I still have the confidence to do that. But whether I continue on with this path or tread on a new one, I will do my best.
頑張ります！
Len ^ ^
It's been a long while~
I just stopped by to say I graduated yesterday.
I thought I'd write it here today. I remember writing a very overwhelmed entry when I got accepted in the graduate school so I thought I should write the end of that road here, too.
I finally got my master's degree. It was a long, disappointing, dragging road. I have disappointed my mentor a lot for being too slow on submitting drafts, for being too sulky and lazy, for having no confidence with my data, for having no motivation to move forward. But I finally cleared it. It took me too long but I cleared it.
I am not the happiest of happy because I don't feel like I deserve the degree, but I feel very grateful because of the people who helped and believed. I honestly don't know what would happen had everyone stopped believing in me, especially at a time when I already stopped believing myself. I apologize that it took me too long.
I don't know what will happen from now on. Will I continue on with research? I don't really know if I still have the confidence to do that. But whether I continue on with this path or tread on a new one, I will do my best.
頑張ります！
Len ^ ^