Stupid...stupid...stupid...
OMG!!!!!!! I totally screwed up EVERYTHING!!!! i always do! i can never have just one good day where nothing bad happens. every day has to suck for me! either im bored, or i get in trouble, or i do something completely stupid, or all of the above! this is one of those "all of the above" days. I was having a pretty good day. i got to school on time, first period was pretty fun, second period was better than usual (Biology..bleh...), 3rd period was great (im obsessed with Chorus..), 4th period was easy and 5th and 6th were the usual. afterschool practice was great, besides the fact that i tried to do one of those fu**ed up horizontal tosses and i got hit in the head. i get over that, though. so then i come home, only to find that my power is out and the house is hot as hell!!!so we leave and go to eat at applebees (nasty resturaunt, dont go there!). on our way to my dads house, my stepdad (most evil piece of junk the world has ever seen!!!) starts yelling at me for not doing the porch, which he NEVER told me to finish. he grounds me (as usual, i ALWAYS get grounded for the dumbest things) so i probly cant even go to band practice next week, even tho its part of my grade! so i get here (dads house) and i come online to chat. i have boring conversations, and then Daniel comes on. crap. id rather not get into detail on him, but just know that there is no way any of you know him. basically, ive liked this guy, a lot, since late may, i think. i was a little shaky about something, so i emailed him about it, and now he wont talk to me. STUPID STUPID STUPID!! i only got over it AFTER i had alredy mentioned it to him! it may sound stupid, but since im not relaying all the details, u wouldnt understand. who is u? do i even know u people? so now hes not talking to me, im grounded, im incredibly bored, and im crying. i havent even done my homework cuz of stupid colorguard practice! I'm seriously considering climbing on the roof and jumping off. better than this sh*t. isnt life wonderful? FU** IT ALL!!!!!!