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The year anniversary is coming up and I'm a fucking mess. I'm coming off a trip to California for work. I've got major cleaning to do inside and outside of my house. I've got a decent amount of homework and laundry, and I'm sure work's going to be rough tomorrow. Needless to say this came along at a rather inconvenient time.
I was rather pissed off at youth group tonight and really had to put myself in check so that I didn't yell at the teens every 3 seconds. Let's hope I can maintain that same check at work this week. All I want to do is nothing. Although doing "stuff" helps keep my mind off of it. But I really just want to hang around friends that don't mind me doing nothing and do nothing. I want to be held by SteelersBoy and fall asleep in his arms.
This fucking sucks.
I was rather pissed off at youth group tonight and really had to put myself in check so that I didn't yell at the teens every 3 seconds. Let's hope I can maintain that same check at work this week. All I want to do is nothing. Although doing "stuff" helps keep my mind off of it. But I really just want to hang around friends that don't mind me doing nothing and do nothing. I want to be held by SteelersBoy and fall asleep in his arms.
This fucking sucks.